so come on and fly with me as we make our great escape

let the flames begin
Saturday, December 05, 2009 9:09 PM

let the flames begin

What a shame
We all became such fragile, broken things
A memory remains just a tiny spark
I give it all my oxygen
To let the flames begin
So let the flames begin

Oh, glory
Oh, glory

This is how we'll dance when
When they try to take us down
This is what will be
Oh, glory

Somewhere weakness is our strength
And I'll die searching for it
I can't let myself regret
Such selfishness

My pain and all the trouble caused
No matter how long
I believe that there's hope
Buried beneath it all, and
Hiding beneath it all, and
Growing beneath it all, and...

This is how we'll dance when
When they try to take us down
This is how we'll sing out
This is how we'll stand when
When they burn our houses down
This is what will be
Oh, glory

Reaching as I sink down into light
Reaching as I sink down into light

its that month of the year..
the one i look forward to
but which i dread deep down

cos it holds memories after memories..

i feel like stabbing something now

oh and the abstinence failed

i feel like a muah chee and at the same time
liek one of those rattan balls
just cos i feel like a ball
and
i feel like life is so fucked and too complicated

roll roll
i want to roll down a hill

and now i shall stop my nonsensical blabbing
and jst retreat to my dark cold abyss.

Labels: thoughts.sad.confusion.

all i have is time, our love's the perfect crime ♥
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 1:39 AM

all i have is time, our love's the perfect crime ♥

edit/

WHEEEEEE
LH jst bought me xlbs and laksa from holland!
yay yay yay
much lovessss

hehehe
HAPPS HAPPS!

:D:D

THANKS THANKS WHEEE WHEEE!
ILY!

44 days&counting!:D:D:D

Labels: love.happy.boyfriend.

when forever died
Monday, November 30, 2009 10:55 PM

when forever died.

you were the stone in my life,
the leaning pillar.

you made me stronger than before.
and now,
i thank you for all those
lessons learnt

when forever died,
came 'goodbye'
i know you'll do good
and now i say goodbye,
with a smile
and no regrets.

i think about those resolutions we made
on new year's eve..
i realised there wasnt one abt forever.

and i cld say
im now content.

i hope all's well and good in yours.

Labels: thoughts.

so stand close to me, don't sail away baby
Friday, November 20, 2009 10:27 AM

so stand close to me, don't sail away baby

FIRST AND FOREMOST!
i finally got my new phone - which i have temporarily named: NO-NO like nokia
hahahahaha lawl.
WOOHOO
which speaking of which HAS DIED ON ME
:(:(:(
the batt went flat
i feel so damn sad and disconnected from the rest of the world:(

sobzxzxz

kk
anw

so lack of updates
due to sch being a huge ass bummer
liek mother fucking bummer.

going brokeee due to excessive money spending on starbucksss
and FOOD
omg
I SWEAR IM GROWING FATTER AS I BLOG THIS.

so other then sch,
everything has been more or less good!

:)

i'll let the peektures do the talking:)

I WANT TO GO WHEEEEEEEE
bt omg im too tired to even do anyth.
like.
fcking shagged.
like fcking been sleeping three hours daily
and finally last night i gt to sleep 7 hours
BT EVEN THATS not good enoughhhh

k so bye world,
CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY COS ITS PH!
woohoooo

then its back to wrk again
I CANT WAIT FOR THE TWO WEEKS BREAK
it will be xmas and all
WHEEEEEE
so happs jst thinking abt it

AND OMG SIDE NOTE.
i think ive gained weight.
FEELINGZXZ EXTREMLYZXZ INSECUREEEEEE
sobs sobs:(

Labels: updates.happy.tireddd

lies and deceit
Thursday, November 12, 2009 9:28 AM

lies and deceit

ive a hatred for this world.

i swear to god.

somebody somewhere is
out to get meeeeeeee.

cos life keeps screwing up for me

for eg
monday sucked balls
the conference was major borezxz
and saw us camwhoring and
going in and out
rushed to web d
was completely lost
had yongzxz for lunch finally
LIKE FINALLY.
aft 9million years
then met LH we chilled for a little
then went homeeezxz
i slipped and fell in the toils
and now iive a major bruise on my hip
and my knees hurts:(
sobs

tues
was lect day i regretted nt bringing my lappieeee
went to town with sonia
good gal pal time
we haddd tofu burgerrr and avocado cheese
HEALTHY RIGHT?!
bt still theere was like
a truck load of shit on my minddd
sighhhh

wed
things were okay
kinda fckeddd
i felt out of my zone
and nine million thoughts were racing in my mind
bt LH made things better:)
we went to watch this moovie that was hilariously farney
and yay:)
made my virgin 11:11 wish on 11th nov:D i sure hope it comes trueeee!

TODAY
fcking late for school
cos the bus took nine million years to come
and then took nine million years to move
see.THIS IS HW LIFE FCKS ON ME.

edit./

KELWYN CHAN THIS IS FOR YOU! THANK THANK THANK
for going to get me crystal jade
which might i add included
TWO sets of xlbs and and la miennnn

wheeeeee fck yeah i am a super happy girllll
woohooo this totz makes up for the entire week
being a major bummerrrr

woohooo wheeee:D:D

Labels: updates

as the skies turn to grey
1:44 AM

as the skies turn to grey

some days i doubt..
bt yet..
i still take the chance

the chance
the gamble
of being hurt all over again

and i ask myself over and over
why am i so foolish

the answer,
you should know..

i jst hope..
your not another
and..
you'll just prove me wrong.

Labels: thoughts.emo.

i'll leave when the wind blows
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 10:18 AM

i'll leave when the wind blows

459 ♥

469/996:(

4987976!
i want to see you right now..

24 and counting:))

Labels: love.

shoo monday blues
Monday, November 09, 2009 8:25 PM

shoo monday blues

today has been the epitome of all monday bluesss

sigh.

so,
once again
school sucked fucking balls.

and
within the last say..hour..
well k not jst today..
ive been thinking about stuffs
and sigh..
life truly has a way of fooling with me.

once again,
i feel that void deep inside.

i try to ignore it and
i try to mask it.

bt on those dreary bus rides
and
those moments where i lie awake in bed
i feel the whole world crashing down on me yet again
and over and over again
like waves crashing in
and folding over one another
enveloping that sadness and fear
that madness

yet again
i find myself wanting to
avoid all of these
and hiding away from the rest of this world
that has served no purpose bt to hurt and vindicate
that has caused jealousy and anger
that has caused all the sadness.

its funny,
really it is.

how you feel like
your on top the tallest mountain
for a second
and the very next,
youve been entrenched
right down to the bottom
and you burn
and burn
and sometimes you just rather
end it all, once and for all.

fckk this shit.

Labels: thoughts.emo.

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