so come on and fly with me as we make our great escape

as the skies turn to grey
Thursday, November 12, 2009 1:44 AM

as the skies turn to grey

some days i doubt..
bt yet..
i still take the chance

the chance
the gamble
of being hurt all over again

and i ask myself over and over
why am i so foolish

the answer,
you should know..

i jst hope..
your not another
and..
you'll just prove me wrong.

Labels: thoughts.emo.

i'll leave when the wind blows
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 10:18 AM

i'll leave when the wind blows

459 ♥

469/996:(

4987976!
i want to see you right now..

24 and counting:))

Labels: love.

shoo monday blues
Monday, November 09, 2009 8:25 PM

shoo monday blues

today has been the epitome of all monday bluesss

sigh.

so,
once again
school sucked fucking balls.

and
within the last say..hour..
well k not jst today..
ive been thinking about stuffs
and sigh..
life truly has a way of fooling with me.

once again,
i feel that void deep inside.

i try to ignore it and
i try to mask it.

bt on those dreary bus rides
and
those moments where i lie awake in bed
i feel the whole world crashing down on me yet again
and over and over again
like waves crashing in
and folding over one another
enveloping that sadness and fear
that madness

yet again
i find myself wanting to
avoid all of these
and hiding away from the rest of this world
that has served no purpose bt to hurt and vindicate
that has caused jealousy and anger
that has caused all the sadness.

its funny,
really it is.

how you feel like
your on top the tallest mountain
for a second
and the very next,
youve been entrenched
right down to the bottom
and you burn
and burn
and sometimes you just rather
end it all, once and for all.

fckk this shit.

Labels: thoughts.emo.

the stars lean down to kiss you i lie awake and miss you
Saturday, November 07, 2009 12:57 AM

the stars lean down to kiss you i lie awake and miss you

doubts.
why cant we do away with them?

how come nothing ever seems to be enough?

i feel so small
and insignificant.

hi,
take me with you and lets free
shall we?

if i could stop time
i will
if i could make everything pause
and let all come to a standstill
i would
only do one thing...
be there next to you.

you bring me to the highest
and
you drop me to the lowest
will this be the longest?

Labels: thoughts.

the wind blows
Friday, November 06, 2009 11:36 AM

the wind blows

live, and let live.
soon.
lets fly free.
lets leave.
lets escape all this.

time heals all wounds.
i'll just wait for them to.

Labels: thoughts.

there's no way out, i gotta hold you somehow
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 10:05 PM

there's no way out, i gotta hold you somehow

469
996
459
45954
4597436
4982993
:)

im counting the days!:))

Labels: love.happy.

baby are you down down down down down
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 2:31 PM

baby are you down down down down down

so school has started
and its week 3
come on holidays faster come

sch has been mundane and bleakk
thank god for ppl like
MY BFFFFZXZX SONIA
MY PIMP Eugene!
RACHIIEEEE
ENNA
BJORN
ZAYAR
JOSH
DIYANAH
DINESH
WOHOOOOOOTS

k i cant remb who else in sch that has really been making my daysss
bt yes
:D
school has beeeeeen krazyyyyyxzxzxzxzxzz

i seriously wld have died without these awesome possum ppl!

and of course it wldnt be better without AHEM *Coughs* hehehe DINODINO!
:)

halloween weekend was.erm.
not halloweenish
i didnt celebrate halloween:(
SOBS no candyyyyxzxz
bt it was well spent with LH:)

oh and on friday
lh and i caught love happens
OMG
DAMN BOREZXZ
dnt watch!
i thought it wld be like sme drama romantic shit
at least of a standard of my sister's keeper!
bt no!

in PR LECT now
majorly boringzxzx
and i feel like sleeping
YAWNS YAWNS

everything's moving so fast
and
everything's so surreal

let's take this dive
and i hope you'll be right down below
and for more than awhile

Labels: updates.school.happy

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