ARGH.im fucking pissed..I HATE GUYS!i shall just give nicknames to those idiot guy friends of mine tt piss me off!all of you did that today!argh!and wrse the fucking girl stole my swing seat at cold rock ice cream bar!argh!shit you bitch!i went all the way to holland v for tt and i even dressed up for it!argh!shit you!it was suppose to be perfect!even the damn crystal jade dinner doesnt make up for all these pisser-offs!argh.fine basically its cos i argued with joash over me smsing again..sheesh..its nt a crime to sms you knw..
lets see...i wont bother with nicks lets start
kor.
joash.
glenn.(f you!leave me alone its over!)
weixing(cos i tried to make you feel better he gt angry..okayy so fine nt your fault bt you didnt exactly cheer me bk up..ahh.heck..)
porcupine face.
and oh yeah
hidayat.
wtf.
and oh yeah the fucking two girls who act as paikiak.siti and wendy..how lovely..i hate your faces you bitches.your faces turn me off.like pls dnt step into the store if nt im gna get another bitchfit and dnt ever show me your stinking faces you sluts!hooker and desperate!argh.i hate your faces!

and although you wnt be reading this im still gna say it so you'll just stop hiding it frm me..i saw you looking at me while i was walking back up...and its nt the first time and its pretty obvious..i knw hw you feel abt me..someone even told me what you said before..so why wont you just say it..cos its really weird for me to knw the way you feel abt me and you dnt knw i knw..and i mean we're fine as friends..i dnt want it to be awkward either when you admit it..cos i dnt think we'll ever be together..its complicated and you knw..bt it just gets to me when your suddenly cold to me for no apparent reason or when its no longer the same like hw we used to be..i dnt think i wanna see you tmr or for the rest of the week so im sorry if i dnt turn up on _ _ _ _ _ day..

i need marcus and i cant believe im saying it but i actually need you johnathan..yeah..i need you intellectual you to make me feel better so can you pls stop friggin doing hmwrk and cme online cos i need to vent...and i need chowlyn and my xiao mei NOW!retail therapy and lots of venting!and filling in on stuff!and sort of need kor too bt he's been a fucked up jerk today.argh.argh.argh.i hate guys.

marcus...why didnt you reply!i replied you okayy..just late..sorry..dnt be angry...tell me whats wrng okayy..miss you bestie..