argh.did i say argh.?fuck.i dnt even wanna say it anymre.argh.everything is screwed up and its nt even my fault though it had to do with me.argh.why do guys have to fight?argh argh argh.nt gna say.
i hate you.why did you have to do tt in the first place.argh.and now cos of you everything is screwed up.argh.we're nt even friends nw right?and its nt even my fault he wanted to cme find you and everythng is nw like tt..argh im free nw on _ _ _ _ _day evening...argh.why!?when everythng is gg so well smthng so bad has to happen.argh.its like i nvr ever thought this would ever happen.nw i just want sch to start.dnt want to have anythng to do with you cos its all weird.im okayy if we go bk to being friends bt i dnt think you will aft what he did and im sorry.bt you shldnt have gne too far either.yeah it was a joke.bt he didnt like you doing tt to me.argh.i dnt feel like gg to wrk tmr.cn i pon?argh..bt its kor's shift..very bad to pang say him...finee..argh.
anywayy talked to weixing just nw..he made me feel so like wow im great kind of thing..argh.weixing you are mean!hw cn you say tt abt him..haha okayy fair enough i said stuff abt your gf too..haha!
i am lost.confused.pissed.annoyed.arghed.
lets see..
tmr i end at 6...prob gna go holland v...and then stayover..
wrk the nxt day..okayy usual stuff..and omg.cn ppl totally like book and appt with me or smthng when they wanna meet cos its like yeah i wanna meet you too bt you do it like last min and i alr have plans..gahhh..sheesh..learn to plan ppl!like lets see you just call me all of a sudden and say your outside mos..?and im suppose to meet you..?wtf.or you say your on the way there..?wtf.3 ppl did tt to me in one day at the same time..like either when i almost end wrk or when i ended wrk..or like while im wrking you sms or call me..hw am i suppose to freaking plan to meet you esp when i have plans alr?argh..
and omg..its gna be weekend...tt means johnathan finally goes online...yes yes the intellectual nerd is gg online and he'll make me feel better..just by saying im pmsing..?haha no.he does mre than tt..tt's why he's johnathan..omg..cnt believe im saying this..ahaha.bt your intellectual side does make me laugh..ahaaha!nerd ball!
ahh..where is the damn enrolment pkge from np!!?!i wanna go sch so bad!plus i cant wait to learn stuff and lots of ppl i knw are gg np..haha..tt's why im still happy im gg np though some ppl i knw i gg tp and nyp and sp..bt tts sme..haha!i still have mre ppl i love tt are gg np..or stay or study near there..haha..and the best part aileen is gg to the school of film and media studies!just diff course...hw cool is tt..we'll be studying with each other forever...and then there's lynette bala...i think she's gg to the accting crse..it'll be uber cool if she does cos then i would be with her throughout my education like since pri sch!yayy!i cant wait to go np and study!omg..sch pls start soon although i do get the jitters cos i dnt knw anyone who's gg mass comm...haha!pls pls pls sch start in march..haha!pls..okayy this is so rubbish cos when sch starts and ive gt projects and stuff i'll be wishing all this nvr started..haha..nah..i'll prob survive..i hope..ahaha.okayy right nw i just want sch to start and everythng to be okayyy...yepp so ppl ard me pls make everythng okayy..okayy thanks i love you..ahahaa!