argh..ive been ill for two weeks over and its like argh..i think ive cancer..ahh!i hate the feeling of being ill..like wtf i turned dwn shopping just nw..ahhh..
anywayy spent the day with ______...ard bugis and before tt while waiting fr him i was at mos at bugis filling up the poly forms alone and chor han was asking me where i was so i told him mos and he said im obessed!i am NOT for your info!HRMPH!then then then went ard the whole of bugis searching fr presents for a certain someone and i havent finished!ahhh!you better appreciate it!cos i dragged ______ to go shopping with me for you!and i gt ill along the way..and until nw im ill..anywayy then i went ps for dnt knw what and then walked actually frm ps to hm..i mean like duhh we stopped along the wayy and i officially visited FOUR NUM stores today until ____ gt annoyed..sorry mann i love love love love NUM!plus i just found out they have my little pony shirts!that makes me love NUM more!haha!:):)i gt a new target nw!nt a num bag bt num shirts!they are all 59.90!!so ppl pls buy it fr me..just a tinkerbell shirt a carebear shirt and a my little pony shirt will do!:):)thats abt 180!:)so im sure you rich ppl out there can afford!:)think of it as early birthday present!or belated christmas present!:):)haha!love love love NUM!who doesnt..?okayy other than the ppl i drag into num!haha!still!love love love!so that was today..anywayy!ooh! we bumped into iskandar and his wife and his oh-so-adorable and loveable baby girl!haha!yeah..we were stoning at the fountain at taka and then suddenly iskandar stamped his foot and i was like whoa!oh oh!haha!anywayy then aft tt i thought i lost my hp and was so friggin scared then i realised i put it in the shoe compartment in my bag!ahhh!so stupid!then then then ______ smoked..and like for the whole day he kept saying he needed to smke badly and i was like yeah just smke..i'll get it for you...and he was like no no no and complaining the whole way then aft when he asked iskandar and smked i gt pissed off course cos i didnt think he wld actually do it..i mean he stopped for so long..so cldnt he just tahan..argh..bt off course i was like no no im nt angry..bt seriously..when i asked he to just take 3 mre puffs and then throw it away he continued smking and he was all like oh i wnt do it again i prmise i wnt smke for 6mths or wtvr..like wtf..just smke if you want..i knw hw it feels nt smking for so long bt your telling me one thing and doing another and whats wrse i feel lousy tt i cldnt make you nt smke..although i did encourage you to just smke aft you kept complaining..bt still sheesh..argh.nvm.arghh!!i am not pissed i am not..no no no im not...wtf??!!?
anywayy so reading mre blogs and surfing friendster has made me mre sad sad sad..and just nw _____ was like im sure if you didnt date while you were studying you wld be in jc nw and be buying stationery..argh..wtf..i knw its true cos i gt distracted and the wrse thing is im nt even with him anymre..wtf..friggin wasted my future for a guy..pls ppl dnt ever do tt..its damn stupid..i mean you get distracted bt pls listen to your friends and study..i mean yeah i cld definetely have gotten into jc with my points bt i didnt want to unless it was sa or nj which is way off actually i didnt even wanna go jc..what am i saying..i mean i still remb i was like i dnt wanna go jc..no no no its np mass comm bt nw im complaining!argh!i really dnt knw what i want..i guess its just cos im bummed out tt i knw i could have dne way better if i studied bt noo..i didnt so nw its all like tt..argh..sch pls start..tt way i would feel better and nt regret my choices...i mean like seriously...np mass comm is really what i wanted and i shld be mre than happy tt i gt what i wanted..nt alot of ppl get what they want...and nw im sad and bummed cos ppl are having fun studying..and ppl are gna be like wth bt i really wanna continue studying geog..i love it and i wanna learn abt econs..seems so intresting bt i cant study those cos i stupidly applied for np mass comm instead of other jcs..i wanna learn those!i mean if you think abt it..geog is like wth..?you wont use it bt i love it!like its so intresting and i always did well in it..so of course i wanna learn mre..ahh!i wanna be wikipedia..get my point...gahh..i mean i can just buy the damn book and read it which is what i wanna do bt there is no challenge..like no tests that i can do and then score in.. i miss the feeling of like doing well aft all tt hard wrk cos i havent studied in damn long...and i totally envy ppl like ann who get to go overseas and study..no fair:Xbt then again you earned it girl!:)doing so well in o's..mann i proud to say ann is my friend!haha!:):)love love love..btw hope you are doing fine in aussie!help me say hi to the kangas and koalas and of course yaoqi and rachel!:)have fun dude!miss you loads!cme bk soon yeahh..?:)
np start soon!im dying!!!:(boo hoo....

i need you boo
i gotta see you boo
and the hearts all over the world tonight
said the hearts all over the world tonight


Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
if you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by..
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.