so the days are passing by pretty fast and very soon it'll be like one mre month till sch starts..so i guess its mugging time then..and no mre waking up late and going shopping and meeting friends:(no mre hanging out as often..mann..tt sucks..and fr some reason i knw things will change alot alot when i start going to sch..like my relationship with friends..the way i will be and everythng..mann.i feel like doing the two greatest sins nw..esp just nw when i was super emo and listening to my mp3..i wanted to go to the sky terrace and just do the two greatest sins there..

have you ever felt like falling down 25floors down and feeling that feeling where everythng willbe gne in a split second and tt is when you realise what matters to you the most and what actually makes you happy..?i do.cos right nw im really lost.im confused and keep wondering hw thngs would be nw if i did ....or if i didnt....

its all about the good morning revival..

i feel like a total bitch to all those i hurt..esp the closest to me and the ones who had the most expectaions of me..like dad..and my teachers and my friends..and i knw ive been a super bitch to bryan and glenn..im sorry for hurting you..bt its just the way things are..and i dnt think they will ever be the same again..im sorry and i hope you'll forgive me..

and suddenly i realise tt nt seeing _______ at wrk makes me worried..he is usually there and nw he's nt and its like i hope he didnt quit cos of wht happened..i mean i was alr so sad tt time when he resigned and zureen told me tt i felt like gg to the bin ctr and cry and just ______ and when i saw him bk i wanted to run up to him and hug him..and i even remember tt i was listening to holiday by boys like girls when i saw him..mann this sucks big time..thought i am so friggin pissed with him his absence makes me want to forgive him..gahh..this sucks..i hope he returns..cos i miss thos crazy times so so so much!esp with zureen and all:(

anywayy andy worked today:)and he bought frm mos again!haha!:)and it was kinda cool seeing him and joash hang out again cos i knw its been a while since they did and andy keeps asking me abt him..so nw its great they hung today for like a while..very short while i tell you..anywayy its just superly fun wrking today cos i gt to see andy and hafiz and kavidas!!!:):):)though it kinda sucked cos i didnt feel well and was in the kitchen for like 4hrs..gahh..so i didnt get to see much of andy and hafiz..gahh...but i still saw them:):)

so anywayy gt my uber cool surprise yesterday!i gt the huge tasmania!yeahh!the 190bucks one!i was so shocked and its friggin 190bucks!and i love love love it to bits and have been wanting to have it and nw i gt it!yayy!i swear its friggin lovely and huggable and pretty and cute and haha I LOVE IT TO BITS YO!!!:)thanks joash!:)

so..the POTENTIAL LESBIAN PARTNER isnt online nw..hope his fine cos yesterday he was ill..:(boo!GO LISTEN AND SEE A DOC!and GET WELL SOON!you gt comp nxt wk!:)GET WELL SOON GET WELL SOON!:):Ddrink lots of water and rest rest rest!HOMEWORK IS PROHIBITED AND ANY SORT OF STUDYING IS NOT ALLOWED!:)i think all the studying has fried your brain!so rest yeah!and pls pls pls get well soon cos im worried abt you yo..anywayy just so you knw..i kinda remebered randomly just nw when you poured yakiniku sauce into the container..haha..it was damn funny..its like your a friggin nerd and you have no common sense..haha!you are so FUNNY!:)haha!retard!:)omg omg omg!the POTENTIAL LESBIAN PARTNER just came online!wahaha!:D