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emo-ness
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 8:06 PM

i dnt really feel like updating abt wht has been happening or i have been doing for the past few days cos im in my emo state again..yupp..and i feel like i should just shut up and stop talking and complaining and procrastinating.so tt way no one will get annoyed.hence starting frm tmr im gna shut up.yes.shut up.and only if ive a question to ask or really need to say smthng then i will.yeppers..

things are seriously nt good and dandy like before.yepp.life sucks big time.totally.i feel so super duper lost in school and everythng else as in like intellectually and emotionally and even physically and i think i can just climb up level 9 of the fms building and just jump down.i swear.

and its nt just sch tt is bugging me like hell bt also other stuff i mean nt just sch wrk..there's cca..ppl..outside ppl..yeahh the close ones the not so close ones and the drifted ones.and all tt is bugging me like crap.and i just want to like nt go sch and spend like everyday with the ppl who nvr fail to cheer me up and always make me feel good abt myself and give me encouragement like MARCUS, JOASH,WEIXING,CHOWS,AYU,XIAO MEI:) roar.

i want my teddy and doggie.cold rock ice-cream.ben and jerrys.and just watch htf and skype on my lappie under the covers..roar!and turn the vol real loud on my stereo until the neighbours complain..roar!roar roar!

you knw wht i seriously hate hw like ppl drift apart fr so many retarded reasons and its like when you wanna save it you cant..im so glad i have marcus joash weixing chows ayu and xiaomei.its like each and everyone of you are so good at doing smthng to make me feel better.smetimes its nt even abt doing anythng.its like just getting a random sms or call frm you or just seeing your there nxt to me or smiling at me really makes me feel better.it brightens my day until your gone and then the storm is bk.its like you guys are my rainbow after the rain.and its like when the rain has stopped and the rainbow has long disappeared i can still sense you guys will always be there fr me like the spectrum of colours tt reflect frm the raindrops tt has landed all around me.i love you all so much.its like you guys are nt the ppl i go to sch with or hang tt much with anymre or even ever..bt we have grown so close in those little moments we've had.its amazing tt i knw you guys.

i wish you guys were in my sch...gahh..so whenever smthng bugged me i cld hug anyone of you easily..and i can vent all i want and just your retarded actions will make me gag so much all my frustrations are gne.

BESTIE!!!i need you!!!i need tt hug of yours!really i do!:(anywayy study hard fr midyrs!!so we cn totally hang when they are over:)i miss you alot alot MARCUS!and i will never replace you.and you knw wht...i really want the best for you okayy?i miss my PENGUIN!love you!:)

CHOWS AYU XIAOMEI JOASH!:study hard you SMARTIES!you guys are seriously smart!:)and great and wonderful!you guys are L-O-V-E!and although ive see chows and joash recently i still miss you two loads!and esp AYU!!my goodness you crazy girl!i miss you so much i can die!your heck care attitude is like so difficult to find in other ppl!and i love you so much for tt!your like my wild sister!lol!:)XIAO MEI!!i havent seen you in ages and yes i will defintely hang with you when your exams are over!study hard okayy?lol!i cant wait for shopping!lol!:)

WEIXING! i didnt forget you!they say always save the best fr last!dude!you are the bomb!your always there!i swear!tt day when i was super down and you were cheering me up online..it was like i felt so much better and even when i went offline you were smsing me!dude!its like 98% of my smses tt i received are frm you!lol!dude i love you so much!:)you rock!thanks fr all the cheering up!and sry i ps you tt day!peace!:)

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