2nd apr.wed.
KAYI LEFT FOR AUSSIE!and then there were two..thats what i told aileen..how nice and great..NOT.
so anywayy i woke up really early and was super exhausted..and like on the train i was being super impatient cos there were no seats and i was tired and the whole train was like only filled with f-ed up working ppl!i hate the working population!alot.like alot!they have no lives..and sometimes looking at them spoils my day.cos they are a bunch of old boring asses who think they are so great.asses.anywayy luckily i made in time and managed to get back to town to wrk..ohh and the fact tt _ _ _ _ _ actually came down to mos made my day so much more better and like seriously took a load off my back..hmm tt phrase reminds me of wht the bursar used to tell me..i miss talking to her..hur hur..its nt tt bad actually..like talking to her is encouraging for me!:):)anywayy then then then ermm..aft wrk..met weixing and blah blah blah..oh.im addicted to candy now..hur..im gna get diabetes when im 18!haha!

3rd apr.thur.
work like shit today tt i was like super exhausted when it was like 5 and i was like yawning..roar..luckily iskandar let me punch out early cos i was dying..like there are hardly customers..and when there are they have to friggin come in masses..like herds or smthng..and then you have to find energy to wrk..and by the time you gt the momentum gg the friggin herd is like reduced just dust in the air...so it friggin sucks..and tires the shit out of you..mre tiring than 2.4!roar!anywayy aft wrk..it was really funny cos i was downstairs talking to joash frm his window..then suddenly his elder sis came hm..so i was like oh crap..haha and the funny thng was aft tt he and his two sisters were sticking their heads out the window..like we were all chatting and the crap thing was i cldnt hear them properly so they kept throwing paper notes at me..and then whenever his sisters threw paper notes at me they were like damn random and funny so i threw it back at joash's window fr him to see and it was seriously damn funny..haha!i actually can throw paper up two storeys!haha!coolieos!:)

anywayy..tmr is the day..like the day where everythng is gna change..even if it turns out good or bad..thngs arent gna be wht they used to be..:(

this is probably random bt im so pissed..
i hate hw ppl are so fickle.hate it.and hw they can totally nt think twice abt wht they say and they keep saying it like it doesnt hurt anyone.biatch.and when i look or hear the things you say i wonder if they are ever true cos its always so contradictory and what pisses me of mre is hw you keep saying tt i cant....or im... etc when you are the one!and its so OBVIOUS!sometimes i wish i never knew.sometimes i wish tt it wld just be like last time.cos nw tt things are nt last time..im starting to realize your nt what i thought you used to be..its like knwing you to a certain degree is different frm knwing you to a much closer degree..and i hate it.


and to someone else..i dnt get what you mean at all..why are you saying things tt i never did..?sometimes i wonder when you'll ever get a life and go back to what you used to be..the crazy spasticated funny loveable guy i used to knw..i miss you dearly still..and i hope no matter what nthng will mess wht with have btwn us..love you lots and lots...you shld knw..:):)and btw i still remember whatever you said to me and those super little bt precious moments we had!and the things you did.:):)LOVE!

and to another someone else..thanks fr making me realise hw ppl can change..for good or worse..i never knew you wld do those things or change even if those things you did were of no harm..i guess i just never thought you wld do those things..i always looked up to you as studious and always right..intellectual and mature enough..and really sensible..nt wild and crazy..bt i just wanna say dnt go too crazy..i knw you wnt..its part of growing up anywayy..thanks fr making me realise also hw much ive changed..and hw its nt tt bad afterall cos everyone change..:)hope you have fun wherever you are..take care always!:)love you!:D

KAYI!i love you!pls pls pls take care of yourself!:)and have fun in aussie and pls pls pls come bk soon!me and aileen will definetly pick you up!haha!and i really really miss those recesses we had..hope you like your present..:)and when you find your super uber hot caucasian hottie dnt forget aileen and me!:)haha!say hi to your grandmama for me!and the kangaroos and koalas!enjoy yourseld there babe!and keep in touch yeahh?let me knw when your coming bk to s'pore and keep me updated!:)i love love love bloody hell love you!:D


i miss MARCUS!
i miss JOASH!
i miss CHOWS!
i miss AYU!
i miss GIRAFFEE!
i miss MY POTENTIAL LESBIAN PARTNER!
i miss KAYI!
i miss ANN!
i miss BEEHWHEE AND GRACE AND SHIU!!:)
i miss my JUNIORS!
i miss BON BON AND DEB!
omg i miss everyone tt i havent seen for at least the last two hrs!:):D

looking at hw perfect your lives are and how you've all grown and changed..makes me realise tt its time i grow up and start taking the right path..and hw ive to learn to balance everythng in life and tt some things wnt make things better..and all i hope nw is tt things will get better for you and me..and we all dnt regret the things we did and decisions we made..to those who care so much fr me..thanks!i love you!:)just give me time..and prmise you'll help me through all this..