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supposedly a happy day for me bt it turned bad when smthng happened.

repeat.rewind.repeat.pause.we're back to square one.

friday.

cranky foul mood day for me other than when i was working..

the ship is sinking deeper and soon the people on it are gonna get drown and lost forever.

amazing discovery: william aung thinks happy tree friends is cool.lol.

on the way home somehow i felt so insecure..and even when i was listening to music i got scared..i dnt knw why..bt i just have been having feelings that things arent gna turn out good or smthng bad is gonna happen.im scared.think happy thoughts.

came home. learnt another truth.am i suppose to feel even more unwanted.fuck.i cant believe he kept it from me.i knew it all along.and he lied.fuck.at least i controlled my temper and didnt flare up or just left home.

1.  fyi: i knw some ppl think im super brainless and stuff and like dont like me or like treat me differently cos of that.like i admit my IQ isnt as high as others and if i ever do well its cos i really worked hard and stuff.my sec sch friends can testify.and like yeahh i do get lost in class cos i take in things really slow and like i dont read much or at all actually so basically yeahh im rather clueless bt i gt into poly so there..im nt tt dumb..so like dnt judge me cos of tt..its nt like im nt trying..argh.

2. quit lying and being hypocrites.

3. the painful truth hurts the most.tell me what am i suppose to do.stuck in the middle.confused.lost.fuck.i need to get away.get me the next ticket to my own world.this is the only time ive never given up so easily and moved on.this is the only time ive been so hesitant.

4. do we have to go back to basics.and remember the past again?i dont want to.i remember how it used to hurt me and what state it reduced me to.it took me a while to get out of it and get on with life.i dont wanna go back to it.