okayy so right now i am the poolside at alumni with niqhol collin brandon and just nw pris and bjorn were here..so yeahh..just being anti-social cos listening to them sing makes me realise hw much i miss sme ppl..especially one.
anywayy just nw..gabriel kevin yi meean and emily played with their bands!it rocked!you guys rocked!:)have mre gigs okayy?i'll support!
anywayy i dnt feel like updating much..bt yeahh..been quite a day today..nt really in the mood for anythng..cos i cant help bt think of _ _ _ _ _ .i remb wht i told myself then.tt its gna stop right here.like no more.its the last and final one.bt look wht happened.and i regret all the thngs tt happened aft tt.
i hate myself for not sticking to wht i told myself and sidetracking.
i hate myself so much.
i realised tt with school and all..ive been neglecting alot of ppl..like especially _ _ _ _ _.to the pt tt things turned out this whyy.and i knw.in the end there's no one to blame bt myself.it was my personal choice to choose friends over _ _ _ _ _ .and maybe i shldnt have dne tt too much.and gone too far abt it.and even when _ _ _ _ _ called to apologise i was still nt giving in and nw when i think of it i feel so pissed with myself cos ive been unfair to him..i guess i was seriously pissed off tts whyy.i mean like cme on i was angry and im still angry and even though in the moments of anger i smehw manage to feel for you..ahhh