all i can do now is sit here and wait.stare at my phone.this stoopid screen.and stone.and wait.and learn the friggin virtue of being patient.cos i cant friggin leave now cos dad alr isnt very happy abt me gg down just nw.so fine.im waiting.waiting.
i dnt think im gna get another call.until maybe when i hear smthng has already happened.
wtf and i supposed to do.i dnt feel like gg sch tmr.i dnt feel like gg to sch at all.i dnt feel like doing no nthng except maybe get a friggin crystal ball that will tell me where the hell he is or maybe go see a friggin PI or fortune teller.i swear.i sound so crazy right now maybe cos im in a state whereby im just gna snap and hibernate in isolation.
fuck.im so sick of this.grow up for goodness sake.