i cant wait for the holidays.seriously.like i swear imma spend every single day with the ones i love oh so much!
anywayy..todayy i went to sch..met amanda..ate lunch with my darling at canteen 1 then we went popular..like walking in the damn hot sun and like aft tt we were coro..and like aft tt i went bk to sch..and walked all the way to gymwerkz:|(brandon chong!!argh!gna kill him!!)then we went canteen 2 to eat and then the library..and like we fooled ard so much..like hahaha i think niqhol is scared of me!ahaha!lol!basically tts abt it..im too lazy to blog the details...
well today was kinda crappy..nthng to do with the ppl who i were with today..bt rather you knw how bkt timah plaza and kap is extremly cls to like marcus's hse?yeahh and i like i had to go pass it twice today!:|no good at all.its like i felt like gg to go find him at tt pt of time..and like yet im still pissed and gg pass the damn 7-eleven, brewerkz and bustop was even harder.those places seriously held memories.even if it was for only a few nights..those memories were special and even though things..good or bad happened there and its been like so long..like 5 mths..
and like argh.i cant accept the truths.the facts.and whats worse.i hate the feeling of it being there bt nt there at the same time.like imagine you have your lappie..and that means you have access to internet..and yet you dont cos only certain places have access..like its happening..bt nt happening in full and tt just annoys the shit out of me and gets me all damn shitass emo.
argh.and smehow im thinking tt maybe i dnt really actually feel tt i do _ _ _ _ blah blah blah.cos i also _ _ _ _ blah and blah blah.and i keep picturing _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _...ahhh..i dnt knw..cn i like friggin privatise my blog so i can type whatever i want...arghhh...gahhh..i want to sleep now and its 836 cos im so not in a good mood for anything...
ahhhhh...
sky terrace now.two sins.just me.the big round yellow moon.the wind.and maybe your presence.change that.maybe you.call me back down.stop me.tell me the things you once said.i wanna hear them again.ive been gg through this for days.been thinking abt the times.and everytime i do i end up like this.im nt gna say what.i need to tell you things.i have plans.
remember when i told you that i'll take us somewhere safe where its just you and me..?i'll do it.is that enough for you?
and words cant explain how i feel right now.
fuck.can time just turn back.i will give everythng ive got.just let it be like last time.tts all i ask.
i think imma go on hiatus.blogging and maybe in real life.i need time out.
all i need is the air i breathe
and a place to rest my head
let me just go way way back to then someone..will you?i will give you my whole life be your slave your servant.just let me go through everythng ive been through again.and then you can have me.just once.thats all i need.