okayy so i wasted my day away again.punched in early and yeahh im damn tired frm work.
skyped with sean and khai..sorry if i distracted you khai!peace.lol!and you knw it..i won!lol!and smthng funny happened..this butterfly thng..ahaha!im too lazy to type it so you can ask khai or me..lol..and khai i swear it was trying to tell me smthng!i swear!lol!
there was a freaking power failure at work.
ashyraf and shah and kavidas didnt wrk today.only hafiz and kak ayumi.so yeahh im sadd.i miss the holidays and the times before sch started..when everyone else at mcafe were there..i miss december i miss it so so much..i cant emphasize even more hw much i miss it..
btw..ashyraf!i miss you so pls go back and wrk soon okayy?:)and...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRAFFE!!:D
i gt my milk that kent owed me..lol.havent finished it.lol
kenneth suprisingly smsed if i was wrking and i was like who the hell was tt and like i called him during the power failure..hurr..okayy i felt so bad like tt i didnt knw it was him..its this stoopid thing tt has to do with my phone.im nt gna even bother explaining cos im darn shagged.and then he said he may drop by and he happened to drop by during my break..so i asked abang jeff if i cld eat fr one hr and he said yes!lol!yayness..then it was like only when kenneth and i gt to the movie lvl tt i realised i had 7 missed calls frm a private no. so i was like damn pissed cos i seriously didnt hear it..cos i swear i can usually hear my phone bt fr the past few weeks i havent been able to hear it so i nvr checked my phone..so i was like crap..and duhh i knew who it was..so like..i felt so pissed cos it was very impt tt i talked to him..i just had to tell him.its like i cant keep thngs frm him or anyone else.even if its wrng i do it and i lie i will still admit it in the end.tts my moral principle.stoopid i know.cos i lie then admit bt yeahh..
so met him fr a while..sorry kenneth i ps-ed you fr like 10mins..sorry mann!anywayy yeahh i told him..fr sme reason he was okayy with it..i dnt knw why..maybe cos he was in a rush...bt he only left like at ard one hr ltr..or maybe all he wanted was just that..and it gt me thnking even mre tt this was wht i really wanted and nw i gt it..bt smehw im nt at ease and happy cos i sense smthng wrng..or maybe..he has finally learnt and finally accepted it..bt tt is highly impossible so yeahh i think its the former..so..yeahh...i dont knw..im really too shagged and tired to think
anywayy kenneth thanks fr dropping by..smehw it brightened my day..dnt knw why..guess its been a while since i had lunch with smeone nt frm wrk during my break..and well yeahh..havent chatted with you in a while..so yeahh..hope you little brother like the cookie!i'll buy him mre nxt time!lol!:)and nice bag..roar!lol!
and kent pls like get a life okayy..dnt be so childish..and i cant believe you even told kor and other ppl i was angry with you..lol..and you even said you werent gna talk to me and in the end you did.lol.its like when i came you straight away talked to me and like wth tt was the first thng kor talked to me abt..and since he asked me to forgive you..i will be nice...so you better dnt so ass at wrk anymre..understand!lol!and pls lahh stop bullying and arguing with johnathan..you guys so childish you knw..gahh...grow up!
enna!thanks fr visiting me yesterday!lol!i totally recognised you by your bag!lol!
im so shagged.
and oh im pissed cos i saw that f-ed bitch today like countless times.and i cant believe she is pissed with me cos she thnks i like _ _ _ _ _..like wth..she friggin thought im her competitor...like get a grip la-la..you keep making it so obvious and you keep changing targets..wht do you thnk..and he like friggin has a gf so like wth..get a life..and stop throwing yourself at ppl ard wrk..and like dnt go all bitch on me just cos i knw mre ppl ard wrk than you esp mcafe ppl and like hw im on good terms with ppl frm pepperlunch even though the so called scandal thng and im like so sorry tt im still on good terms with the mcafe ppl despite the fight thng..so like get a grip.and like pls.._ _ _ isnt gna like you either..he's like flirting with you..its like darn obvious okayy..like come on i wrk in the same place as him..as if i dnt knw whts gg on...and i knw stuff you dnt..so girl.get a grip.like i cant even believe you said tt you were afraid he wld be sad if he knew you had a bf..like...wth..you knw when he and i heard tt we were like wth..even lan jie was laughing..so like yeahh..dnt be so full of yourself..and oh yeahh dnt friggin give me tt face when ive friends visiting me or when i go over to your side with my friends.or esp when i see the mcafe ppl or the ppl at your side who i talk to or hang with..esp last time when i hang with them at the bin ctr..im sorry i have a social life and yours revolve ard other things..which i shant say...and like seriously you so dnt knw wht you are talking about or thinking cos like if you said i was stupid and all at least im in poly and you like probably havent started on registering for your private _ - levels..and like just cos i managed to out your food fast and serve you fast then you cant have any reason to stay longer in mos dnt go all bitch on me and say thngs like oh she thinks she is great or whatever cos girl im just doing my job so stop being a despo and throwing yourself at him alright?and like im nt even gna say anymre cos tt wld be utterly bitchy and argh!like dnt ever let me see your face when its just the two of us..cos i swear..i'll probably really fight with you since tt's wht you want right..a fight..argh..bitch.just friggin f off and get a life!and oh yeah pls like dnt make it so obvious to _ _ _ _ _ tt you like him by like friggin buying a cappuccino which is like the second cheapest thng on the menu cos tt day was bloody hot and no one your age will buy a cappuccino..i bet you didnt even drink it lahh..you didnt even take sugar!like wth..its bloody obvious..like :|omg im a bitch bt i cant stand your face so if doing this makes me a bigger bitch i dnt give a hoot cos i hate hate hate your face!
gahh...and im still lost and confused over his appearance and aft telling him..gahh..i need the bestie and xiao mei and chowlyn and ayu..i miss you!boo hoo...