you know how like you already made a decision and you feel as if your 80% sure of it...and then smthng happens..like maybe cos of other ppl or maybe even a song..you start to realise tt maybe tt decision is wrong..
welll..im like so currently in that state now..i swear.
not good at all.
im gna like start on this whole thing whereby i talk about why most of the ppl ard me are awesome...cos they are...bt frankly...smetimes having all these awesome ppl doesnt always make things better..smetimes i find myself craving the two sins instead...
okayy enough like crap..imma start now!
imma start with the ppl in SC!
KAYI ANN AILEEN
girls you girls are so awesome!and i MISS YOU TO BITS AND PIECES KAYI AND ANN pls cme bk frm aussie soon..pleaassseeee..i miss our wonderful recesses together...and aileen im so thankful to have in np...although we dnt hang out tt much..or nt even at all anymre..seeing you in sch makes me so happy..its like..your there sent by GOD for me to bump into in np or wherever...and when that happens i always feel better...its like knowing tt i can always turn to someone thats in the same location as me..pls i beg you kayi and ann to come bk..ive been close to tears so many times this week thinking about our recesses we had together..the crazy retarded moments..and you knw what i really regret not hanging out with you guys as much..cos of my outside life...and although ive apologised so much...im gna apologise again...i miss you babes..you knw you guys are the reason fr me getting emo smetimes..i love you lovelies....pls come back soon..and pls take care and have fun!pls pls pls come bk in one piece both of you so i can hug you!!and aileen if i ever see you and suddenly run up and hug you dnt get shocked okayy..?i really miss all of you!
i think im gna stop..cos these ppl are way to awesome tt their space cant be shared with anyone else!:P
okayy crapp..im like tearing now..while uploading the photos..i cant believe myself..i mean ann kayi aileen you guys shld knw..at tt pt in time..i didnt really spend time with you guys and it seemed like i didnt care..and even i myself thought too..and now i knw...deep down inside..you guys are the world to me...im seriously gna stop..cos im like seriously tearing...and this is not good at all.
just one mre thng..babes..thanks so much for being there for me...the constant advice..i wished i listened to you guys then..now everything is too late..bt still it made me stronger..really thanks for everythng..esp during tt time when i ran away from home..thanks....i just have three more words for you...
I LOVE YOU.