and go through it all with me?
ive been thinking of you..
and i cant help bt think how much
im crazy over you
your all i ever think about
its like i lie in bed
and i just cant get to sleep
cos i keep having thoughts of you
in my mind.
i try to erase the pictures of you
the footprints and shadows you left behind
that seem like they have been etched there forever
but all that just makes it worse
i start counting sheep..
bt within seconds when i reach 5..
i realise im counting you...
your name dotted with little hearts,your eyes,your nose,your everything
and thats when the images of you
start revolving ard my head
all over again
and i cant help but feel empty.
your in mind
crystal clear.sparkling eyes.the sweetest smile.
and i start seeing you and i together
like in a black and white film
over and over again
it plays on like repeat
from night to day and back to night again
and i never get bored thinking of you over and over again.
and all i can do is just wonder
as if like a child dreaming about all the possibilities
except im old enough to know
that all these aint gonna happen in reality.
all i can do is repeat to myself
to stop wishing and just forget you
but instead i apologise to myself
cos i simply cant do that.
im so in love with you.i cant stop thinking about you.you pulled my heartstrings so tight that i can do anything for you and overlook all the things you did.
you know i do things for a reason.and all this while the only reason has been you..