you let me down.you fooled me so well..and now i cant trust anyone again..nt even myself.
so saturday and sunday was filled with random last minute shoppings with my girlies aft wrk..
i consider tt fun and exciting esp with my favourite girlies!and when we can just chat about absolutely anything under the sun.or moon..since we hung at night..lol..yess those are very good excuses to nt study..lol
saturday.
i went out with xiaomei aft wrk!yupp!i miss xiao mei so so much!lol!and i felt so good talking to her cos i havent chatted with her in like ages..esp abt thngs tt bother me..like last time during the hols i told chows and xiao mei everythng tt bothered me..and its so good talking to them cos like i said before they make me feel good abt myself and nt inferior like other ppl do!so there!i love them to bits.sue me if you want.bt i love them!lol!yeahh and i was totally pissed off..xiao mei knws whyy..gahh...and i chatted with enna!!i miss enna so so much!like so so so much!!
sunday
wrk again..this time i had a break!!gahh i tell you dnt ever ever try wrking 10-6 and only eat at 6 cos tt was wht happened yesterday!sucks like shit..very much..esp when i have gastric...gahh...okayy so anywayy..went last min shopping with felicia!lol!funn!lol cos i bought accesories frm topshop!and found my clothes..just need ka-ching ka-ching..and everyone is like you need money right..cos ive been wrking...for the last 4 days straight..so yeahh its kinda obvious i suppose..lol
anywayy ive been considering stuff lately..like real stuff..actual stuff.and yeahh tts why the emo-ing is starting again..which is like really bad..i wannt marcus now and xiao mei and chowlyn!!!i need A-D-V-I-C-E!!gahh..smetimes i just wanna say thngs or do thngs like really really bt then ii lacked the courage to do cos im scared with wht will happen if i do those thngs which i s like gahh..you knw wht i mean?
anywayy..enough updating..cos im skyping...so yeahh!skype is fun.go get skype.lol!:)