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wednesday. fourth june.

marcom test day!lol!i was having a super bad tummyache in the morning due too too much redbull and drinking it with coffee and milk!then during the test i fell asleep and like only woke up when ppl started to leave:|so unglam can. anywayy before tt i was hanging with the guys as usual.and somehow i dnt regret nt mugging on tt day cos like we had so much funn like at alumni and all..its like a tradition alr for us to like go alumni to eat lunch aft lectures on wed..anywayy aft marcomm test..went for consultation.not me lahh!i didnt do any damn shit..anwayyy aft tt we had like marcomm meeting!we actually did our namecard!lol!then then brandon being oh-so-smart told me they were doing logos for gracomm so naturally i was turned off and decided to go home..bt then he called and so i went back all they way back to school..and yeahh long story cut short, i had to walk alot!ended up playing footbottle with matt and brandon..and other retarded stuff..and guess what i run faster than my long lost brother from heaven - BRANDON!lol!XDanywayy aft tt we headed to macs..happy birthday matt's friend!and thanks for the cake!and for sme weird reason matt was being nice, he bought us ice-cream!wed was seriously superly funn.dnt regret it all, even though i had to chiong so badly for gracomm..i superly enjoyed my day with them!XD

thurs

hmm..consultation.i cant remb what else,ooh rushed marcomm and gracomm..and we filmed too!im so proud of my locvid grp!we filmed quite a bit within a few hours!woots!oohh and thurs i had no school!bt i had to go back for radio...so i went for consultation adn did our locvid..imagine.thurs free..i wldnt have had to sleep so late the past few nights.roooaarrr.

fri

rushed out marcomm in the morning.two cans of red bull!lol!:)and we were late for class...bt who cares..i love webgra now!lol!i improved in webgra!anywayy aft class, matt brandon and i headed to alumni..bt matt had to leave!ROOARR!so it was just brandon and i!and i was like superly starved cos i didnt have a proper lunch so iwas like uber happy!anywayy!guess who we saw at alumni..ANG CHIAT!ahaha!seriously damn funny!i was disturbing him..ahaha!im so sick of telling the story alr..lol!and then sme other retarded "ghostly" stuff happened aft tt..seriously friday was as fun as wed!i love this week so much even thought im sleep-deprived..

sat

met brandon bjorn amanda and zayar at bugis..and aft tt i went to wrk..seriously screwed up bad day for me after printing..i spent so much on printing lahh:|then anywayy abang jeff and the rest were being really nice..and ayee i was nice too..for once, i kept stocking up icetea and soup okayy...cos like i didnt wanna see customers..bad day.

sun

met matt brandon and zayar...to do our bauhaus...well more like only matt and i had to do it..went mindscafe.peace ctr.nlb.the whole bugis area basically.and wht was the most retarded thing was we were like just opp peace ctr and we didnt knw so we walked all the way back then since brandon and i didnt knw where it exactly was, we cabbed and we only found out where it was..i feel so stupid lahh!4 bucks on cab:(ive been spendindg alot lahh..esp on gracomm..screw gracomm..anywayy aft tt went hm and chionged gracomm.and ahaha i outlasted matt!he fell asleep before me!haha!lol!slept at friggin 430 woke up at friggin 645...dead tired.bummer.

mon.

chionged my gracom.finished ard 8 so i was dillydalyying the last bits of touching up.freaking out like crazy.like flipping.well anywayy its over and done with.we spent FOUR friggin hrs at the prinitng shop cos i kept screwing up my printing..SORRYY JINHONG AMANDA BJORN COLLIN!well we were just in time in the endd..and now im hm..blogging aft finally changing my blogskin properly...and replying all the comments i gt over the days..i swear i totally lagged out the past week..rooaarr..looks like keean rightt..somehw we will get things dne..bt tts bad cos tt means i will procrastinate more.roooaaarr.

and guess what i just read someone's blog and realised tt what i had hoped for isnt gna happen..its too late.i feel so shit tt i cldnt prioritise mre carefully.what the hell am i supposed to do..thought i cld go try my luck and now, its nt gna even wrk cos its impossible!why didnt i do it sooner..now..its just waiting hopelssly, endlessly, aimlessly, bt somehow..im fine with it..these few weeks..wheni went home early which is not somethng usual for me..i realised tt sometimes this is wht i really need..and although im so hyped out abt gg partying and all i dnt feel like anymre, when i sit dwn alone and thnk abt it cos its a waste of time and money.and seriously, i think ive finally matured.well referring to the fact tt i go hm early now and actually want to do tt.

roooaarr.i wanna be a powerpuff girl!

i miss joash lim yong ming.rooaarr.i hope your fine wherever you are.i dnt knw how to contact you.so all i can do is wait.maybe it will only really be three years later.and all i can do is hope that you wldnt think i have moved on.cos this time is different.i dnt wanna move on.i dnt want another one.i just want to be with you.no more relationships.no mre flings.nthng.i mean, its enough rah rah playing for me..im serious abt it now.im sorry i wasnt in the beginning..you knw i play alot and used to say tt i wanna breakup easily, bt now i wnt anymore.im just gna wait.

it wasnt easy for me jo..i wasnt able to concentrate and all tt shit the past few weeks, worrying about you.and this week, if nt fr the deadlines to take my mind off things cos i have no choice, and although your still at the back of my head, i still think about you.and seriously, i would have dne smthng stoopid again.like the two sins..

jo,i hope you know whats best for you, dnt get into any fights any trouble.i wanna see you soon and not have to wait three years.its painful for me to see you like tt too..and all i can do is say sorry and feel shitty for not being able to do anythng.if i could.i would take your place.you knw tt too right.i love you!

remember my dream..the one tt will be 5yrs down the road?only you can make it come true for me..i love you.and i only want to be with you.