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Wednesday, June 11, 2008 11:16 PM

GIVE ME SOME POWERPUFF POWER WONT YOU?

okayy i found i out i was working today:|like coincidentally..roooaarrr.abang iskandar said i wasnt wrking lahh!then just now he said he smsed me abt it!roooaaarrr!

okayy..guess what?hidayat went back to work at mcafe:|i dnt knw if im suppose to be happy or annoyed.bt i sure know my first feeling when i saw him was like omfg shit!and he saw me saw him i think which makes things worse..right..not.good.at.all. i swear he better not cross the line with me on the whole issue and better not insult joash cos he is gna fucking get it from me!argh.i.do.not.want.to.see.him.at.all.now.! ARGH! and zureen and hakim's brother (i forgot his name...rooaarr...tts how long i havent talked to them!) saw me working today and blah blah blah...i mean like they have seen me working again..since sch started..bt like..i dnt knw lahh..somehw nw i dnt wanna knw them kinda thing you know?after the whole thing and them almost fighting cos of me..that kinda created a big hoo-ha ard lido with ppl frm mos, pepper lunch and mcafe knowing..tts bad enough.i mean like aft tt whole incident i found it hard to talk to all of them, so its like the usual hi's and waves arent tt frequent anymore, i mean other than to like giraffe and some other ppl..its really difficult for me.i mean the damn fight was cos of me, like :| i think they think ive changed cos like sch started, so even when i started to distant myself frm them, and they said hi i never really did anythng abt it, and now its kinda weird.hate that.ahhh...and _ _ _ _ hasnt been wrking..i dnt knw, bt smetimes seeing him makes things better for me, cos he reminds me of joash, i mean they were like good friends at work, and its like, knowing tt he cares abt joash as much as i do, makes things all the better, and at least he doesnt think like the others.or at least i think he doesnt.roooaaarr.just being at lido itself reminds me of so much things.i hate it.i swear.recently ive become such a friggin big ass cry baby like in sec 2 i can just kill myself..

and guess what?lan jie told me tt like lido is gna dnt knw wht, i dnt knw the exact words,bt like the main pt is tt its gna be revamped or sme shit!and you knw wht tt friggin bloody fucking hell means?it means tt there is no more mos, pepperlunch, mcafe,isetan supermarket, my whole lido is gna be gone.all the aunties are gna be dnt knw where...iskandar,jeff,kor are gna be dnt knw where.my friends at lido are gna be dnt knw where.the friendly ppl there.all gone.roar.i hate this.i so want a petition now now now!this cant happen!lido has friggin fucking hell been part of my life since sec 3.its was where things began and how i am who i am now, for better or for worse, which i mostly think is worse, bt i fucking like who i am now, except tt im a procrastinator, and changed alot.and tt ive become such a pig.bt get my point.alot of things happened.it was where everything happened.i swear.literally.all.of.them.i hate this.roar roar rooooaarrrr!

give me super powerpuff girl power now!so i can go save the day.

well..like i said in like yesterday's post, the past wk has kept me occupied tt my mind couldnt wander about, and today when ive nthng and slept well quite alot..it has gt my mind going places...and i swear i might become a schizo soon.

i.hate.how.things.are.now.to.like.the.friggin.motherfucking.core.

hate hate hate hate hate hate hate.

i hope a big whale comes up and eats me.

i hope a friggin octopus uses his darn tentacles tt will be like 8 feet long and never let go

i want to see alvin and the chipmunks on the top of mt everest.

i want to bite off a gingerbread man's head.

i want to make a friggin voodo doll now for the fun of it.

i want to shoot something.

i want to play tt stoopid game i always played at the arcade while studying olevels

you know until tt day when i had macs with brandon and matt..i never realised how long it has been since i ate the fries at macs with mayo..i always ate the fries with mayo at mos..bt at macs or from macs, thats different..for some bloody motherfucking reason it fucking brings back so much that i bloody has a confession to make and tt was i almost cried eating tt friggin fucking fry/frie(i dnt knw) dipped in mayo:|i know sounds bloody f-ed up.bt.yeahh.tts true.fuck lah.

i have said so much fuck today.its so fucking overrated.bt seriously.things are screwed up.im screwed up.

i just got a msg tt my last post was really angsty.:|yeshhh i admit it was.bt i am a really angsty girl right now.and im trying to be nice to ppl.notice the word trying.so im venting on my blog.unglam much.yeshh i know.bt when have i ever been glam or feminine?so.go.sue.me.

im being so friggin queer and eccentric now,by putting my phone on silent cos i dnt want to hear the damn friggin r&b ringtone and stoopid friggin hyper happy htf sms tone frm my phone and well i wanna cut myself off from the whole bloody world.but everyone knws.ive a prob with my phone.i will reply no matter what unless im darn tired and sleeping.and the bloody phone is like nxt to me!:|im being a phoney.

i want tt stoopid crimson bambi shirt i just saw..rooar.i want i want.bt i know im nt gna get it.okayy tt reminds me of tt big tas that joash gt for me for no reason or occassion at all with the money he got:|i feel like a shit ass gf.

and oh.i cant believe.i didnt go butterfactory again.:|and im nt gg st james powerstation tmr:|:(i shld really go back to hiding in the dustbin again.the stoopid green ones at school.but oh well.life's life.

oh.yayy.im on my way to getting the bambi top.just needa transfer moneyyy.

bt im still in the whole cool imma get my bambi top kinda mood.

anywayy fyi.i have been getting ppl thinking otherwise abt the whole issue..like ppl think i wanna go back to it(our relationship) or him.the thing is its hanging there.what is getting to me.is the fact tt we are apart now cos of sme reasons.you know hanging there doesnt mean its over.its like hanging there cos we argued and were okayy.and argued again.the whole cycle.and we didnt really get to settle all the shit cos of sme reasons.well anywayy i was just thinking at work today that its like 20 more days till S-I-X.yes six.i cant believe it either.i remb telling amanda and enna last mth hw happy i was cos it was gna be S-I-X soon.

i want my babyy.i cant wait five years later.sometimes looking at _ _ _ _ i feel happy for her.she has her kid at this age, yeahh its tough and shitty.its nt a fun or a good thing at all.bt like i admire how strong she is. i know she is nt exactly doing her job as a mom.bt, she still had her child, even though she didnt have one.i mean i dnt think i cld ever be like her and be strong with all the criticisms.i mean its such a dream to have a child of your own with the person you love.

i wish i never argued with joash abt retarded shit at a time whereby he was gg through so much.and now cos of those arguements we are left hanging there although we both know we love each other.i just hope he knws i have never moved on.since the last time we got back together.

GIVE ME SOME POWERPUFF POWER

TO GO FIND YOU

AND BASH THOSE BADDIES

AND TAKE YOU AWAY WITH ME

MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE.

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