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went to sch and met brandon cos he had to return equipment so me being ever so nice accompanied him..lots of like wasting time...yeahh i shall spare you the details and like anywayy im too lazy to typed bt yeahh basicallly hung with zayar,niqhol and of course brandon!and then aft tt met lenne bjorn and jinhong for locvid..and then it was home!..i think..i cantremb wht i did.

tue.

stayed home..tried to mug which didnt work.ask brandon.i was like msning...very unproductive i must say.and then aft tt i met kent and yeahh.

okayy you knw wht im really too lazy to update and stuff i will do tt tmr..

it has never been this hard for me

and all i can do is bt imagine you by my side

i hope your safe and fine..i regret the things i did..the words i said to you.everything.things were fine.and i spoilt it all.i was too rash.i said those things like nothing and that caused us so much conflicts and things to turned out like this..

i remember..how you surprised me and how i rejected you and the tears on your face..the scribblings on the road..they are still there you know..?sometimes i cant bear to walk pass them..cause it just reminds me of you.i remember everything.even if i memorized some stoopid concept everyday for the rest of my life..i will never be able to remember it the way i remember our memories..

i just want you to know ive more or less made up my mind..

i need the bestie.really do.but..you and i know..things arent the same anymore..well..marcus..whatever it is..TAKE CARE.STUDY HARD.I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.and you know..what you said about how the reasons we communicate is cos of him.for me, it isnt.you know it yourself..i was friends with you first before him.and i want to apologise about new year's eve.i didnt mean to hurt you.i never ever meant to hurt you..I MISS YOU MARCUS CHU NA LI PENGUIN!remember the straw heart?i kept it with me everyday in my wallet until i lost my wallet..even the ones you helped glenn fold for me..i kept them all..BESTIE i wish things were like december.i miss you being outside there.and even till now i will never forget what you did on christmas that really touched my heart till i almost cried..you were really there when i need someone the most..and back then i didnt even know you tt well..thanks marcus!

mental note to self: the truth sucks.face up to reality bev.your nt tt great.what do you expect.all you can do is just wait.remember how you said it just takes time..?so wait..you never know..and you can never have all the strawberries in the fields..it doesnt always work..

need: powerpuff girls

   htf

   dougnuts & milk!carrot juice!

           mayo - cos it reminds me of you..

fuck.i dont need the above.i just need YOU.pls let me know your fine and safely back home.tell me whts gg to happen.im worried like f everyday.

i officially declare.JOASH LIM YONG MING.I WILL WAIT FOR YOU.EVEN IF ITS 3 YEARS.

somehow although your nt like bryan and glenn..and i complain abt tt..i dnt knw why bt you gt me head over heels in love with you and even when we werent together anymore..and we keep going on and off..i still love you.i cant block out the thoughts of you.if i did, it would probably be when im dead.

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i love you.