im in the i wanna blog but i dont wanna blog kinda mood.
i think this entry is gna be another random entry of my ramblings.
thursday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BJORN!hope you liked the cake.consultation with angchiat.got back my logos.i dont knw.mixed feelings.lunch.radio.locvid.lights.new group for FP.town.dinner at sakura with bryan.chatting online.arguements over nothing.fuck it.home.chatting online.webgra vids.more chatting.blabbing.letting it all out.worried for a certain friend.making me feel even suckier.bed.
thanks CASEY RAFAEL TAN JINHAN for not sleeping till i did.i hope you did sleep..sorry mann.thanks.its like you slept at 1 plus and had school at 8.sorry.i feel darn bad.
friday.
met brandon.saw stenphel.mantous.saw my fav co-op auntie.atrium.trying to study.marcomm where i didnt understand the price crap cos i wasnt listening on wed.stoning.furiously taking down notes which i didnt understand.library with brandon to print stuff.cheers.ben and jerrys.it helped.made me feel much better.medsoc.debate.i dont get medsoc.hate it.its a hate relationship.chatting on msn as usual.lunch at canteen 3.nice environment.food erm...yeahh..pale.i quote vicki.lol.and vicki's real NICE!i swear.:)desperately trying to study webgra.webgra test.bad bad bad.worse ever.it had to be 20%.kill me.work.home.
thanks for the song dedication enna!wo ai ni!:)and its so good to see you happy!make me less worried abt you!told you things would be fine:)love you:)
things arent good.
and i hate how some ppl and i have grown distant.sucks to the max.and no matter how much you try to fix it.it doesnt wrk.and its even more a pain when the other side's the one whose not making things work.now, im pissed with those ppl.for treating friendships like nothing.
and sometimes i feel that some ppl take things for granted.just cos i do it so often.its like they see it as nothing.
what happened to hammie and whammie?
i miss them a whole lot.
you know, those words, they seem to be getting deeper and clearer.i dont knw.is that a sign.if it is, then a sign abt what?
i miss the moon.now it seems like everything is gone with the wind.
i do not like this feeling at all.i hate it all.i want to smash my head in a big bowl of egg mayo and then jump into a cascading waterfall and hope i get magically sucked in to another world.
i need my cheap thrills now.
it would be really good if i could see some ppl now..it would make me feel alot better.rooar.
im so fucking sick and tired of everything.fuck it.
i need endorphins!
i think im gna go to one corner and shout vulgarities
ann's coming back to singapore in a few days.thats prob gonna be the highlight of next week.