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let it out
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 6:50 PM

let it out.

since im pissed and all im just gonna let it all out.i dont care who reads it or what you think.thats your personal problem.not mine.

you put on quite a show

you really had me going

but now its time to go

curtains finally closing

that was quite a show

very entertaining

but its over now

go on take a bow

and the award for the best liar goes to you

for making me believe

that you could be faithful to me

lets hear your speech

no.if your thinking that this is about some guy,no im sorry your wrong.its abt the people im rather pissed off with right now.but oh well.i forgive you.your like that.what can i do.i still look to you as a friend.just dont expect me to trust you that much and be blunt infront of you.cos you dnt deserve it for being such a skank.

let see..what would make me feel better now?

1. feeling better.

2. getting well.

3. shopping with felly and xiaomei

4. getting my psp and coloursplash lomo cam

5. possibly some high up person in NP calling me to say im kicked out of school (current status: hate hate HATE school)

6. sleeping.

7. donuts. (milk didnt work this morning:()

8. watching mtv and powerpuff girls

9. for some reason that there wont be school for another week

10. postponing every deadline and test.

11. a surprise random call or msg or wtvr from the bestie ( that would make me feel a gazillion times better)

im at the crossroad now.and this time i asked for it.it didnt come looking for me.

should i do whats right and good for me or hurt myself temporarily? either way i will be happy at points right?

i seriously find no meaning in my life right now.its like.i just want to sleep and sleep and just SLEEP through it all until i no longer feel weak.

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