need to be alone.
Monday, June 30, 2008 7:50 PM
need to be alone.(im feeling like mud again.)
okayy so ive been telling ppl nt to mia and stuff.cos im worried they do.and then im left all alone.but finneee brandon knws.okayy roar.i need time alone.today-tmr is D-DAY.not cool.
so yeahh i just came home and started blasting my mouth.so yeahh.im nt in a good mood today.so yeahh had this big fat argument with dad.and yeahh im so bloody pissed off and stuff.so seriously.jsut leave me alone for awhile.awhile.i just need like erm by wed or thur i should be better.it takes time to recover.so well yeahh.
anywayy.argh i wanted to rant but yet im lazy.forget it. imma update later..or tmr..i dnt knw.im sianed out.and starving.bt im pissed.so f it!i feel like going out ltr and staying out and up with friends.the two sins!i need it so badly right now!pls let me!pls pls pls!roooaaarrr!two sins.rooooarrr.and i feel like bingeing.like late night supper throughout.i remember then..hmm..what happened..i seriously dnt knw..but just nw i was on facebook and looking at the pics from kayi's acct.and i miss them so so much lahh!ann's cming back so tts a relieve:)but seriously.i think im kinda missing life back then.the more havoc and selfish me.sorta kinda.why do ppl have to move on.i hate that.
anywayy thanks a million MEDICINE AND ENNA!I LOVE YOU TWO ALOT!:)enna thanks for the pretty flower.you know me best.i mean it.its so amazing how you can tell things arent right.gahh..i love you so so much!:)cant wait to see you two soon!:)
im a bummer and sucker for life.
if you think its a crime
go ahead and pull the trigger
i dnt really care anymore
im in my emo nemo state.sorry bt please leave me alone for at least tonight.im in a very irritable and gna breakdown soon state.i alr did just now.so yeahh.
omg.i think imma privatise my blog again.this is getting so annoying.