im a pig.so sue me.lol.i slept like 12 and a half hours.ayeee thats to like make up for the lack of sleep for the past week.roooaarr.
anywayy.called charles.still no news.that sucks big time.fuck fuck fuck fook fuck.
i was seriously feeling so shit ass shitty reading _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s blog.its like reading it for the second day in the row.and its so bloody motherfucking shit annoying to see hw fucked up this whole thing is.and i cant believe she has no friggin heart.and she can not bother at all.wtf.like wtf friggin related to him.fuck lah.im not even gna insult you anymore.you know it yourself.
i want to fucking book an airticket to the farthest place away from this shithole right NOW.
no one has a friggin shit ass idea how things are right now so dont fucking piss me off and say things when you dnt even know the whole damn motherfucking story.if you wanna friggin say all those shit ass things, consider fucking yourself first.and i friggin made an exception for one of you cos your one of my closer friends.and i know how you are.and btw im so referring to the whole thing.not anything else.you all can go insult me about anythng you want except whats going on.
i have fat thighs. (xiaomei dont bother saying i dont..cos i do!rooaarr!)
i want to cook pasta with you in our little place.
and then watch mtv with you
and accompany you to the pool
even if it makes my hair all dry and eeww..
and watch more tv
i wanna sleep next to you
and hear you say i love you
i wanna have your lips on mine
and have you hold me tight in your arms.
roooaarrr.im being so fucked up.wait.correction.i am fucked up.i should go change my name to woo ai shan beverly the bloody motherfucking fucked up bitch of the century.
i swear im seriously having an emotional rollercoaster ride of my life..i cant even believe myself.i cant even believe that i would get so emo until when im out and walking to go friggin pay bills i can start tearing.rooar.
i can just murder the next person who fucking hell annoys me or insults me or joash.cos you can jolly well fuck off.screw off.and then rescrew yourself.i hope cockroaches come out of your mouth and lizards from your eyes!roooaar!im so sadistic.bt too bad.
roooaarrr.
anywayy..special thank-you to someone...i shant say your name, cos i dnt think you would want me to, and you wouldnt want _ _ _ _ _ _ to know or wtvr..i dnt knw.but i just knw you dnt want ppl to knw, or wtvr..well anywayy...
T-H-A-N-K-S for trying to cheer me up.its so awesomely cool how you can actually sense smthng isnt right when your just chatting with me online.seriously, thanks for trying and wasting your precious time trying to cheer me up..btw..congrats on tt random msg you got.its kinda cool..lol!remb my job!im gna be your wedding planner!lol!XD