you bring me down
Sunday, June 29, 2008 7:43 PM
you bring me down with the things you do.
and i mean it a literal and non-literal manner.
saturday
met amanda.then xinyi at vivo.tried finding jovan's bday present.obviously we, or well, esp me, i got distracted.then it was off to potong pasir for jovan's bday bbq.truth or dare.keevon is so cute!keevon is jovan's younger bro!he is the ultimate cutest.he can say jie jie and kor kor and see see see!lol!and no!hahaa!omggg cute cute cute to the MAZXZXZX.then it was back to vivo for dinner with xinyi.we ate this vietnam restaurant at harbourfront.then then then.met bryan.home.
sunday
super moody today even before i started work.and i was like 5mins late:|i seriously dont knw whats happening to me.i seriously find no point in life for me at all.its like seriously.sometimes i really just dont care anymore you know.okayy enough rambling.my legs hurt and are friggin numb.kitchen the whole friggin day.imagine.and guess who had to work today.yes yes.the devil herself from hell.omg.sucks to maxzxzxzz.anywayyy..i was in the kitchen with dong dong today.cos lan jie went on annual leave.dong dong's real nice!he always helps me even when im not jamming.and aft tt, when his free he helps me clean my area!hee hee!and when i free and complaining how tired i am he says bao zhi kan jing!hahaha!oh.saw chows today.for a while.then bought dinner.then home.and now here.rooar.
oh and that day.i took the IQ test thing on casey's blog.and im very sad.my IQ is very very low.like zomg.i feel so stoopid.its like a friggin 131.:|hrmph.that explains some stuff like the answer i put for medsoc test...hmm..it really makes me wonder sometimes how stoopid or retarded i can acutually get.yes yes laugh all you want.
anywayy..not really in a good state now.dont ask why.i dont really know.bt everything seems to annoy me.well most.like 98%.yeahh my pt exactly.its like im this volcano thats gonna explode any friggin shit time soon cos theres too much explosive gases and magma trapped inside me.see.i told you i was a geog freak.its like.insult geography and your dead.
anywayy im trying.trying to change and not be so havoc.have been.see.that day i wanted to drink i didnt.actually that was many times alr.but yeahh.im trying.and and and.well thats it.i havent did the other sin for approximately erm 4 or 5 months.yayy yayy keep it up.well, fine i secretly try to get abit out of it.trying lahh..rooaarr.seriously.im like in such a pissy state.i will shout at anyone.for no rhyme or reason i think.its like screw it.fuck it.kinda feeling.things havent been good these few days for various reasons.sometimes its like nt even me.like its smeoneelse then it affects me.well if your that person.then you knw dont you.rooar.
can i like not go school tmr?i dont wanna see anyone now.really.like no thanks.i just wanna see like my closer friends.i need retail therapy.i dnt even feel like chatting online.its like.rooar.
did i say...ann's coming back soon soon soon!wed wed wed.yayy..well yeahh...
and somehow.someone whose not in the best of moods is kinda affecting me too.gosh.i feel lousy as a friend.
need need need.a remedy for this tragedy.
and like sorry like fuck it.im trying to.but i cant.and another problem.FYI im trying okayy.seriously.i am.like roooaaarrr trying.
you bring me down like that.
i guess you should know how much i care..