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your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
Monday, June 16, 2008 10:58 AM

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

even not being able to see and hear you

baby i want you to know

your in my mind all the time.

this is why your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

(and it still is.)

im just hoping before summer ends

i get to hear that familiar voice of yours.

baby im trying to stay strong

cos im know...im not alone

and i know..

that it wont be long

before i get to see you again

that familiar smile on your face.

i wished i picked up the phone call earlier.i hate myself so much.and even when i tried, it didnt work out.i never got to hear your voice.and that made me even more worried.

just when i was about to give up, you gave me hope again.

i.hate.myself. i knew this was coming.i knew i was going to get a call from you sometime soon.and i had to miss it.

312am: i got a missed call from you

and all this while i was having nightmares and let go of the only chance to hear your voice.

430am: i got your sms

431am: i called you back.i didnt get to hear you.it was almost.but it never happened.you left me hanging there in midair.you left me worried.

i kept calling you back.bt it didnt work.i couldnt get back to sleep.and all this time till now,my head has been filled with thoughts that something is wrong.and you might not be fine.

i fell back asleep after i couldnt get through to you.i dnt knw why.bt the phone was off.i was left with more nightmares.

715am: i tried calling you again.it rang.no one picked up.i gave up.i rather be left with the fact tt i-hung-up-before-you-could-pick-up than the simple fact tt no one answered the phone.and afterall i didnt wanna bug the person.its like i would pay him to let you use his phone again to let me just hear your voice.i need to knw your fine.

im too afraid to be reminded.i dnt knw.bt something is telling me that something isnt right and your not doing fine.

you left me teary-eyed..i just hope your fine joash.wherever you are.i will always love you.

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