be strong.
Friday, July 25, 2008 2:47 PM
be strong.
brandon told me be strong.
even though, he didnt say it directly(he and i know why and how)..i know what he wanted me to do..with everything going on.
medicine.thank youu.sometimes..its just hard to stay strong.as much as i want to.i cant.and even if you stay strong.things arent going to change.
i want to say life sucks.bt ive friends who make things better.yeahh they can never substitute.bt they make me happy.even if at the end of the day, before i go to bed, i will be emo and all.bt when i look at it, i had my friends to support me, make me laugh, whatever, even when some of them dont knw im down.its like they arent trying to make me happy.they just do.
i need the two sins now.
i can never forgive myself today.
and whatever happens after that
i only have myself to blame
and i hate that feeling!
wherever you are
i hope you are fine
i still love you
very much
truly madly deeply
ive said this countless times
but i really mean it
i havent felt so in love with someone before
i hope you know that
and even if you dont anymore
i understand
thats life isnt it?
all i can do is wait and hope
that things turn out fine for you
311207 - its fast becoming a year.
staring at the phone
waiting.thinking.
thoughts run wild.
31.12.07
those numbers
make my mind boggle
and all thats there
and all thats left
is just YOU.
lavender-bricked road.sky terrace.you and me.
the laughter.
the fights.the quarrels.
the tears.
your scent.
the way your eyes meet mine
your hands holding mine
your lips against mine
i love them all
but i love you more.
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