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d-day is ending
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 7:57 PM

d-day is ending.

ftw.i swear it.

monday.

aft radio i accompanied brandon on part of his busride home then aft tt met enna at serene.saw lots of ppl there like bon,sav,jephine,alex and rach seet.well no alot.bt for me it is.i havent see those buggers in ages so yeahh.then aft tt enna was being really nice and bought me a PINK daisy!yayy!i love enna!its so amazing to have a friend like you i swear:)yeahh and aft tt it was homeeee..

tuesday.

woke up earlyy for medicine and yeahh finee i was 15mins late!sorry lahh!then aft tt we had medicine time at ourspace then aft tt brandon went for his meetings and i was stoning in the library and be pissy with myself cos i accidentally deleted the files from iMovie.yeahh..like crap mannzxzxz.aft tt on our way to canteen one brandon was being the ultimate nicest ever!he bought me a candy floss!aww..so sweet!hhaha!it was pink and sugar!so like duhh it made me real real happy and high!then vicki brandon and i bought more yum yum stuff from josh's stall and then we had lunch..thennn aft tt we went for our interview!we had so so so much funn i swear!lol!like all though we screwed up here and there i tell you it was hella fun with the medicine!we laughed till our stomachs ached!lol!then then aft we went baack to sch and then showd matt his video and thenn we sent brandon to ds.yeahh and along the way we saw lots of ppl like the detention ppl!josh pris adin yixin!XDand i saw khai and don jo jo stenphel..so basically alot of ppl..yepp..then some ass by the name of weixing ps me!finneee lahh!so last time i ps you now you ps me!tt makes no dinner for two consecutive days.bummer.yes yes im living off biscuits now.what a joy.

and yeahh im so superdrained out from today i can just die.i actually wanna sleep then wake up tmr bt im waiting fr my hair to dry.roooarrr.

anywayy updating abt today really calmed me down.

d-day is ending.it didnt turn out right or how i wanted.sucks to the maxzxz.a huge bummer no doubt.ftw.i swear.i wish someone who just help me erase it all.those friggin lines.those friggin scars.need to binge.right so much for wanting to diet with casey.not.working.i.swear.

i guess thats all you see in that mirror

that side of me

and it'll never happen.ever.

i guess its just meant to be

there's nothing else i can do

but stay strong

and move on and away

from this scene that i messed up.

it just takes time to realize and for me to forget it all and lose any thoughts of possibility for the past to rewind or restart or even for something new.life goes on.theres nothing i can do in this black and white world.the only ups are the shades of grey.

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