disappointed
Thursday, July 17, 2008 10:09 PM
disappointedim sick.yayy.wow.whee.how great.ive been sick on and off.this sucks.ahhat least im at homeand i got teddy.this is why i love teddy!he is always there for me..i hope that day comes soon.i need to know.im tired of waiting.im tired of not knowing exactly.eight more days.i hope i get well by thennp.s thanks medicine.you know why your medicine and why i love you so much right?you know.without saying.you and enna know smthng's up or smthng's wrong.and you guys take the effort to see if im fine and make me feel better..enna: i will seriously never ever forget the time you came back all the way back to school for me when i found out.girl.i dont knw.what would have happened to me if you didnt come.i love love love you so much..thanks for always being there and listening to me rant.and even though how havoc i am and your not, your still there for me!i love love love enna!medicine: brandon i dont knw hw to say anythng to you.yeahh there are times you piss me off bt..you know i care abt you and all..its like youve been there for me when you could, you listened to my past, and you encouraged me.i would nvr want anyone else as my medicine other than you.brandon chong you knowwww rightt deep down inside i think no matter how much you piss me off and let me down and how upset i will get, i think eventually i will forgive you cos your medicine!i nvr want to lose the friendship we have.ever.i still remember what you did to my msn contact list today.you made a special section for your name and it was called "when your sick press this".as retarded as it is,i still appreciate it.and even though i got my ass down to sch early this morning to accompany you i dnt regret it at all.cos your medicine!seriously, its amazing you knw..the things you sometimes do.like how when i said fuck to you over msn just now.which isnt the first time i have dne tt you knew smthng was wrong and then used melly's phone to call me..i was so bloody shocked okayy?and yeahh im sorry i was being a bitch over the phone.but you knw tts me and tts you!hahaha!thinking abt it makes me happy alr and now im not so moody anymre..sorry brandon..i love you:)ENNA AND BRANDON: YOU GUYS ARE THE DEFINITIONS OF AMAZING AND AWESOME XD I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOTH OF YOU!:)and BJORN TEO thanks for seriously being such a friend..i was so shocked to see that sms okayy!i didnt even knw who it was from at first, then i checked my contacts and found out it was you!hahahah!thanks mann!your awesomee!okayy since you promised to treat me 5% nxt time i promise to kp you 5% lesser okayy?hhaha!love love love!*imagines**scurries to enna brandon and bjorn and gives them a big fat hug*andd thanks weixing for always encouraging me even though we arent as close as before and always being there:)HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOWS!( i havent talked to you for so longg.actually i just saw you two weeks ago..but yeahh we havent exactly hung..and im missing you:(study hard girl and help me say hi to jamie!:))im looking at the bright side of life.so i shall not think abt the annoying scums in my life.cos they are so not worth getting pissed over.Labels: disappointed.love-hate.enna.medicine.friends.sick.