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the distance.
Saturday, July 12, 2008 12:11 AM

the distance.

friday.

poly experience again.this time it was much much much better and funner!like the grps were more friendly and less stuck up so it was really good:)i feel kinda sad i nvr got to these kinda thingies and esp red camp!i didnt even know abt it till like fms camp:|yeahh im deprived.

anywayy i saw the bestie!finally.but somehow i feel there is still tt gap.it was really really REALLY GOOD to see marcus.i miss him a whole darn lot.but somehow i felt that the gap between was still there.simply cos we havent been hanging lately.with whats been happening.the fact that he told me he used to have a crush on me.its kinda weird and all finally talking to him face to face.its been a whilee..i wish things werent like this.despite the random smses or msn convos we have occassionally, things arent just the same like back then in december and january.and i somehow feel its my fault.esp on new year's eve night.when i knew his feelings towards me, but chose to ignore and believe it.and in the end ending up with joash.its like i knew this was coming and yet i wanted to believe that it was impossible that this gap would ever happen.its like some awkward silence.argh.whatever.i still miss and love the bestie!my marcus chu na li penguin.:)

anywayy..after that it was more poly experience and off to work!argh working last minute is so not cool.but oh well.its a friday and that means busy busy busy!so i decided to be a nice person and help them although i was so bloody mother fugging shagged cos i only slept like 1 and a half hours the previous night.

thennnn after workk..weird things happened.not.going.to.say.

anywayy i went online for awhile.thinking i could tahan.but i couldnt!i was like gna sleep at like 1230!if not for the ppl who were spamming me on msn and settling some retarded situation and giving keann confidence!haha!and thanks to keann who said he was reaching home soon and talk online:| i ended up getting more spams.as if the spams i get on my np mail acct isnt enough:|rooar!aanywayyy i couldnt like take it cos i was seriously shagged so i was being mean and told keann i was gg to sleep and tt toot started telling me a story!hahah!it was funny cos like his story sounded so super animated on msn..ahahah!then it was off off off to bed!XD

and i slept a gorgeous 10 hours!like now its lunch time and im having brekkie..and i havent replied smses on my phone cos im simply too bloody lazy.hahah!too badd:Prooar!

im so so so shagged from that staying up!rooar.hate it.to the core.

this week is so friggin f-ed up seriously.with everything not going wll.conflicts here and there.alot of distancing happening.life sucks.but oh well...ive got the following ppl who helped put that smile across my face..so thanks thanks:

KEANN: its been a while since we hung.im really happy we hung!haha!now that sounds wrong!HAHA!

ENNA: thanks babe for everything!wo ai ni!hee hee!wheeee!

MELLY: you hot you know that!hahaha!thanks melllyyy for all the hugss!me love youu!XD

JOSH SIMON: i miss youuu!!rooar!im a happy girl this week cos i saw you many times this week!hee hee!

DON: SNUGGGLES!heee hee!me loves snugglesXDhahah!thanks for making me laugh and for those AWESOME snuggles:)

LUKE: HAHAHA!its been a while since we hung.since camp in fact!haha!stripper boy!haha!dood.you didnt know bt you made me laugh so much that the insanity i was gg thru after my lack of sleep kinda went away!same to you too don!:)xie xieXD

now i wish i was in sem 2.more fun ppl.more nice ppl.less political and bitchy.less f-ed up.rooar.

we are growing further apart.more than ever.i hate it.fuck it.

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