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migraines.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 11:24 PM

migraines.

hello world.

im having an effing migraine.

i want to die.

im being an enormous bitch.

im pissed off.not just over project.bt ppl too.not from class if you were speculating.i think the ppl knw who they are.

im glad some of my friends out there still care.

like ERNEST!

he was nice enough to ask me to go sleep:)

thats what i call a friend.

random moments like that are what i treasure the most.

even though we hardly talk now..at least i still knw i have a friend in him.

its like when im in this time of my life.where things are so fucked up.

i could really do with support.

and those who i look up to or thought i could trust or would be there for me

simply arent.

i need to sleep.my head is throbbing.like a fucking fish suffocating on the bloody land.

i want to go to lala land.

im nt supposed to be blogging

cos with the time spent on blogging i could use it for sleep.

i need food.

havent had dinner. i feel like a bloody loser.

i want to cry.

bt im like to bloody fucking tired that ive no energy to even blink my and eyes are fucking strained.back fucking hurts.as if im suffering from osteoporosis or some fuck.

goddammit.im gg insane.GG!

even coldrock this afternoon is nt enough guilty pleasure for me.

SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF THE MEDICINE HUG AND SNUGGLES.

and i feel like eating porridge or ban mian or soup cos im falling sick again.

thanks to all that carbon monoxide inhalation.

i hope i die today for whatever reason.

or tmr.

i hope i get run down by a car

or be involved in a car accident.

or choke on a fucking fishball.

seriously.im so disappointed with some ppl.this is just a sideline feeling now.cos right now all i can think abt is my grumbling tummy and throbbing headache!bt seriously.fuck you.and no.again i shall repeat i am NOT referring to my class ppl at all.im mre pissed abt other things other than my project.

Labels: migraines.starving.contemplating suicide.

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