MOFO.
Monday, July 21, 2008 12:00 AM
MOFO.
work was spastic.
the cool thing: i wasnt as pissy.and abang iskandar says i can be a mgr:))and like i should try being a part-time mgr:))im seriosuly consdering it.i told weixing before.bt he thinks i wont be able to balance and like ive got so much to handle alr.actually come to think of it.if i quit slacking ard and surfing the net aimlessly.i can actually do it.i guess..i should really think abt it.good money yo:)
anywayy.saw ashyraf!and the rest of the mcafe ppl.and this morning when i went to work and when i was doing the prep i felt happy.like.it was really an escape from everythng.like.from my problems and all.like.idk its a weird kinda feeling.bt its just the really like peaceful yet contented feeling.idk.hahah!kinda weird i know.oh wells.
anywayy just now i had an enormous laugh reading jh's blog.haha!i tagged him to do the post and it was effing hilarious!hahaha!
okayy world.im effing tired and having a headache.and ive transcript to do.bummer.
ooh ohh!i talked to the bestie just now!wheee!i love love love MARCUS XD
he made my day yo.8D
guess what!?its a monday alr.cos its 12.06!thats effing fast!
anywayy im so shagged cos i was skyping till like 230!haha i tell you sean is assing funneahh!i tell you even though i was sick i was laughing my ass off at that MOFO!and he keeps friggin shouting and like imma go deaf soon lahh!ROOOAR!
my head hurts.im too lazy to think.i walked passed the same road.and i realised it didnt hurt that much anymore.rooar.im having a friggin headache.anywayy i chatted with enna last night and idk mann.i feel like the whole situation is a circle.idk for certain whether to or not.
i want to get my tattoo now!
its kinda amazing how easily we lost it.now we're like passer-bys.
it has come to the point where i cant even see the distance anymore.
like i said before.im not gna bother trying to save our friendship.
or whats left of it.its up to you now.
and if you aint gna do anything about it.
then maybe you werent worth it afterall
and i was blind to see that you were even friend material.
you knw what i wanna do now!
miami ink.
milk.
lights off.
alone.
and maybe..
joash.
i miss you babyy..truly.madly.deeply.but im scared.cos i think its fading.im scared.somehow i feel that ive alr faded away from your life.joash babyy.i hope i get to see you again soon.im sorry for all the things i did.im sorry for not understanding.im sorry for being selfish.im sorry for not appreciating the things you did..like tas.and now your in this state partly cos of me.im sorry.i.love.you.joash.lim.yong.ming.appear now will you?babyy..i hope your fine..i wish i could visit you.bt the circumstances dont allow me to.im sorry for all the shit your in now.im sorry.i cant even forgive myself.i love you.
Labels: random thoughts.bestie.friends.shagged.