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running in circles
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 1:21 AM

running in circles

okayy so finee i said i wldnt blog.bt here i am.

monday.

high and very excited in the morning...cos i was looking forward to seeing medicine amanda and enna and a wholelot of other ppl..well.volleyball.cats.utter boredom.lunch at pizza hut with medicine and mark.bk to sch.discussed a little cats with mark.helped keann.town.hancock.home.online.napped.online.

anywayy todayy i did some thinking and reflecting.and realised alot of things.

truth is.ive been running in circles.

for all the wrong reasons.

i feel stoopid.really.like blinded.stoopid.well.isnt it true?love is blind?

after crying last nightt..i realised..what i want.sorta kinda.and that it could work two ways.bt either way.i wont get what i want.

i think its really sadd.looking at my own life.i feel sadd for myself.yeahh i know.stoopid.bt yeahh.i nvr treasured what i had.

10 more days till the 25th.

17 days till my birthday.

and im just waiting and hoping things turn out fineee.whyy am i still so naive to think of all those crap.it would be the greatest gift ever.i swear.

i was even thinking and reflecting during volleyball while the other grps were having their match.and that gt me super emo...and i really have to thank marc for that hug.so thankksss.:))

i really wonder when this running around in circles will ever stop..i guess it will never..its a circle..heh.

it hurts.bt what can i do..?

i feel foolish.and yet i dnt wanna let go.

i need the fucking two sins again.

bye world.

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