i wish you would just stop it you knw.
i knw.its just from my point of view.and im being retarded and what not.so pls stop it and like stop indulging me in what is the impossible.its like.impossible bt you make it seem possible and then in the end i get hurt.
like wtf.
stop it.
imma be a grinch.
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okayy i typed all of that while at ourspace with ernest.now im home.after talking to enna and i so need to let this out! I LOVE ENNA!those three wirds say it all!and if any of you dare do anything or try to talk back abt her i will kick you right in the groin or wherever else hurts!and sorry joel for making you come back with her for me!so sorry!good luck for your race mann!if you dont win imma feel utterly guilty abt it!go go go!ENNA NANNANA WO AI NI!thanks babe so so much for coming all the way back for me.girl.i dont knw what i would do without you.i swear.i love you to bits and pieces.roooar.spanks you!:)
sean chi!i am sorry!you called me when my phone had extremly low batt and then it died.:|i tried to revive it but to no avail..sorry manzxzz!owe you like big time..sorrry!see i rushed home and then went online straight away without showering hoping you'll go online but your not.and i charged my phone straight away after putting down my stuff.so SEAN CHI!i am so sorrry!!!:(
CASEY AND ERNEST PLS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES.PLSSSS..DONT MAKE ME WORRY CANN!go drink more water and eat more veg and fruits (casey eat more and more!jiayou!) and pls sleep!:)caseyyy jiayou mann!you awesomme mann!i cant believe you can last more than a day.i feel suckish now.oh well good for you i guess bt dnt you neglect your health or i will start forcing donuts down your throat!:)
im trying to remember the good thins and look at the bright side of life.im trying to ignore the truth.the facts.im living in denial.im sorry.and im truly grateful to those around me who have always been there and are not being bitches or asses or sluts or backstabbers.thanks.like i told enna, work is work, friends are friends.if someone is gna treat me as a bitch when it comes to work,its okayy,i will still treat the person as a friend if tt person is nice when it comes to work aside.politics.i tell you.is so screwed.oh well.thats whyy there are ppl like ENNA AND MEDICINE:)and no im not leaving ppl out.bt so far in NP these two have been there for me.they knw more abt me than anyone else.and its like i feel so at ease telling them things.and like.they are kinda the reasons why im still trying to stay strong.and why i still try to hang on in NP despite it being a rather bitchy place.and they are really what makes me want to go to school.its like.they are the motivation to me waking up, taking the bus to school and being happy and not giving a crap about anything or anyone else.
NG ENNA! i got 3 words for you! I LOVE YOUUUU:)
ps: sorry pris for not being able to accompany you and sorry xinyi for nt being able to go watch the movie with you.i still love youuu:)