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stop sticking your face into my world
Thursday, July 03, 2008 6:27 PM

stop sticking your face into my world

i hate you.i dont want to see you.stop sticking your face into my world.your nothing but a hypocrite.its kinda obvious what your doing.i hate two head turners like you.its like.seriously.quit faking.your annoying to the maxzzx.i swear.dnt blame me for ignnoring you or whatever.blame it on yourself.i wish you get that piece of plastic off your face.it makes it all oily.

that said.

im so pissed and like feeling f-ed up as usual.

but but but for the THIRD DAY IN A ROW i got something PINK!XDi got those uber yummy chocolate gummy thing that comes in a tube!yayyy!:) someone help me THANK MATT.still not talking.love the candy.:)woots.now that makes FOUR PINK THINGS 3 DAYS IN A ROW!:)

and today i was being a giant eating monster again and jh says that i passed that virus to him cos he kept feeling hungry today!hahahah!lol!

i wish i had more time with you.see thats me living in denial again.totally.i so need to wake up and stop being dillusioned.like ive been telling myself tt constantly and well.i cant not stop.sucks to the maxzxzz.i think food now is my therapy.thatS right.food therapy.

i hate it to the maxzxz how ppl can see through me sometimes.why do i never succeed.gahh.its like i dnt like it when ppl ask why im down and all its like i just am.i dnt like explaining the whole situtaion.it gets me all tired and like worked up.like tt time aft i told medicine alot of things i broke down.i hate being reminded.its like just me.i dont wish to be affected by whatever is botheringme so i try to put it behind me or try not to think abt it and let myself get affected by it.cos is there any pt in being affected by it?no.cos it doesnt change things or facts.like seriously.so im just trying to live my life as happy as i can.how complicated can tt get?not at all.

i hate seeing some ppl or talking to some ppl.its like sometimes it justs totally spoils my day to the maxzxzx i swear.i hate tt f-ed up feeling.it drives me insane on how a person can just totally spoil my whole day or more.its like fuck it.stop sticking your face into my world.if your not happy with your life.go deal with it.dont bug mine:|

rooar.

i dont want to go school again.can i not go?no.so screw it.my life is like a friggin suckalongcock spider web now.fuck it to the maxzxz.

and guess what my dad doesnt even fucking trust me when im telling the truth.like seriously as if i would be so bo liao to those kind of things.seriously.and fuck it.he had to say.i wouldnt knw what kind of tricks your up to.your full of tricks.like fuck it.i want to fucking move out.i want my sins!rooar.i dnt care.i want those sins.i know there is a limitation.so just friggin stop judging.its like fuck it.im having it shit everywhere.with friends.with school.and home.and next what?work.where customers give me fucked up shit or like they are getting pissed cos im hardly working alr.seriously.fuck it.

can i just jump into that ocean

like fuck it.

its like 12 days more till _ _ _ _ _'s birthday.great.memories.its so fucking fast how one year fucking passes.things were bad then, now they are worse than ever.and looking back, then seemed to be a beautiful pictured painted that i just had to destroy.great job bev*pats self*yayy to self!fuck it.i need to get a life.and stop this crap.like what happened to my own goal of saying less vulgarities?did.not.work.obviously.tts why i nvr told anyone tt goal.like duhh.i know it aint gonna work.fuck it.i wanna have chicken mushroom soup and cold rock now.i dnt knw why.and chicken.ahh.fuck it.i keep having flashbacks.this suckxzx to themaxzxzxz.and i wanna sleep again.what the hell is wrong with me!

rooar.can i go bacck to my cave now and no one blame me.i think its better that way.

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