tongue tied.paper.burning in.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008 8:10 PM
tongue tied.paper.burning in.
secret mission day.
followed by fmsa.
horrible day.very pissy.and annoyed and easily irritated.
its the tiredness and other stuff.nothing to do with the ppl i hung with today
super paranoid.
bumped into someone unexpectedly.and that got paranoid in the evening.
sucksxzxz to the maxzxz
and writing this post makes me pissed off.but now im chatting with jonathan..the other one..the small little cute one who helped me buy candyy for enna
and i just told enna that i spared her the whole spelling of "f-ing" cos she is nice, and telling amanda that she's bad for calling someone asspie cos of the word "pie" that im laughing to myself..in my head of course.okayy i think i have a serious mental disorder or smthng.
anywayy.thanks enna.we had to go through torture!eeks!ahh!lol!i was dying and in my mind i was thinking to myself you must be dying worse than me and how i owe you BIG BIG BIG TIME!
sigh.life sucks.i gt so paranoid today tt when i woke up on the busride home i mistook someone infront of me to be someone else.of course i didnt say anything to the person just like leaned forward to look.i think its cos my brain wasnt functioning well that i couldnt control my actions.sheesh i think i need to see a psychologist asap.
anywayy...i did alot.and i mean alot.of surfing on friendster and bloghopping.and it seems like jc ppl are having alot of funn..gahh..which makes me wonder if i shld have gne jc..bt no.i still prefer gg to poly..i mean yeahh they are having funn and all..bt i dnt think i wldnt be able to survive..well maybe i would..bt whatever lahh.i still like poly.despite the politics and me not understanding any of my modules, and thereby not being able to do well..but oh well..im glad i know ppl like enna :)
i so need my tamago now!but stoopid weixing says no to sushi for dinner tmr!arghhh!stoopid ass!sushi is nicee!!rooar!:(
ahh whatever enna amanda sean and don are being nice ppl by making me laugh!haha!
enna said im shallow!
amanda laughed at my funny bus incident and called me a loser!
sean is being a usual "bitch" ahhahaha
don is nice!he wanted to handwrite smthng for me online bt stoopid mac messanger doesnt read handwritten msgs:( anywayy he wanted to give me a snuggle so thats nice enough if you ask me!wheee!
and omg i have been at this for how long..cos tt stoopid jonathan keeps smsing and wnt just go online..sigh
and i need to stop obsessing over the wrong erm..things and ppl.its so not worth it.unless its shopping and food:)
i want: cotton candy.tamago.pretzels.milk.donuts.the bestie.
rooar.im getting bullied!!enna protect me!rooar!i am so frrrrrreaaaakkiiing pissed with sme ppl!rooar!im abt to have a beeeettccchhhfitt!rooar!
ps. its gonna take more than that.you took things for granted.i cant forgive you.
Labels: footsie tootsie.shallow.easily irritated and pissed