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crystal clear.
Saturday, August 09, 2008 9:09 PM

crystal clear.

friday.

had 10 hours of sleep.woots.finally.but it still wasnt enough.anywayy.went down to henderson cc.then to sch.and on the way to sch i got notified class was cancelled!

like !(&#(&!#*@()@#(!_)(!)_(! i know.rooar.at least my other reason for gg sch was to collect eqiupment.if not i would be so damn bloody pissed off.

rooar

anywayy.denise sheryl kev amanda and me went to bpp for subwayyy for lunch.then it was back to sch on the super duper vibrating bus!argh.thenn idk why but i was in sch with them for a while.then i headed homee.more sleep for me on the bus:)) thenn rushed over to work.superly exhausted.rooar.work was kinda funny in a pathetic way.sigh.hahaha.imagine.me being stuck with 14yrd old kiddos.sigh.ahahha!

anywayy.aft work.met chi.and khai!waited for the resttt.so we basically bummed and chatted.and i feel so cheated!rooar!cos you know why!on my bday i thought the carlsberg special brew was reallly nice so i bought it with sean.and it was SO BLOODY BAD!like bitter!rooar!lol!bt i prefer tt to the raspberry vodka yo.ahaahha.oh and khai and sean were being fucktards shouting WOO AI SHANN from like borders to ps.:|roooar.anywayy the rest finally came.and by rest it was amanda denise and kev and xuan came too!:)then ermmm we were at cathay then we moved to erm the brash basah mrt stn!ha.and dnt even start thinking if there is one!haha!cos itss nt built finish:Plol!hahah!anywayy yepps.in the end it was kev chi and me and we cabbed backk to chi's.rooar.and the whole time i wanted my MUSHROOM CHEESE PRATA!ROOOARRR.i still want it yo.lol!and and and oh hahhahaa i saw little red indians today!!rooar!and i wanted to go invade them!hahaha!lol!and guess who we saw yo!we saw sherwinnnn!hahahah!sherz werz.haahha!it was so cool lahh can.he was the only one wearing black.and he was like covering a story the little red indians!hee.inside joke yo.ahahha!wheee!IM A LITTLE RED INDIAN HUNTER.ROOAR.GIVE ME MY BOW AND ARROW.IMMMA HUNT THEM DOWNN!IM POCAHONTAS!hhaha!and some fool.thought pocahontas was bambi:|HAHAHAHA.GOSH.lol!why do i have such retarded friends.and then it was work.thanks kor for letting me come 1hr late!whee.thenn ermsss hahahaha!omg.jonathan and kenneth were so bloody assing funny today!hahha1esp jonathan!he is usually so stone bt today he was damn funny!hahahha!oh and i was falling asleep so badly during work.sigh.and i even took so many naps.i felt kinda bad.rooar.and now im so super duper ooper shagged.I NEED MORE SLEEP YO.i just woke up from like a 50min nap:))heee!hahaha!rooar.idk what to do now.its national day.sheesh.seriously.hahah!i seriously dont see much pt lahh.its the same every year.

anywayy.i couldnt help bt recall what happened exactly one year ago.

heh.

that felt like eons.

the pain.

heh.

i remember it all.it was one of the most torturous moments in my life.

but just to see him.

i risked everything.

sometimes. i feel its not worth it at all.

thats why i guess ever since then.

i never really ever gave so much into the relationship with joash.

or much less the flings.

cos.

i did so much for glenn

yet.me.being impulsive brat-ish bitch-ish me.

can just end something so perfect.

in a snap.

i didnt think i cld ever treasure something that much

or cld find anyone to treasure that much again.

its not everyday.

that for a moment in your life.

you find someone you love

and who loves you back more.

and neither of you is a replacement.

i hate this whole feeling now.

the replacement feeling.

enna knows what i mean.

sighh.i guess what she said is true.it does make sense.

maybe i just refuse to believe it.

rooar.

enough of tt.i shall remind myself of the funny stuff tt happened recently.

bev: rooar.roooar. (i was doing the whole time at wrk on friday.)

kenneth: is rooar a vulgarity

bev: wtf no!wth

kenneth: thats a vulgarity!

bev: omg kenneth.fuck off.

bev: jonathan!(bends head down.holds riceburger wrapper.one in both hands)

jonathan: yah what? (attempts to bend head down to look at me through the gap)

bev: ROOAR (up alr)

jonathan: (stares blankly and for like two secs and then starts laughing)

bev: im a merlion!

jonathan: (keeps laughing) but merlion is a lion and a fish.you have no tail.

bev: ahh.whatever rooar.im a mermaid.rooar.ahh.forget it. (mumbles nonsense)

bev:jonathan why do you keep laughing today.your not your usual self.

jonathan:its national day!so must be happy!

bev: (stares blankly.) wtf.

bev:rooar.rooar.ROOAR!

kenneth: rooar.

bev: wtf.your not cool enough to rooar.you cant rooar (laughs)

kenneth: rooar.

bev:rooar roooar roooar roooar ROOOOAR!(attempts to annoy the two kiddos)

kenneth and jonathan: roooar roooar roooar ROOOAR ROOOARROOAR. (continuously)

bev: omfg.shutup.

and in the end i got annoyed.:|

and oh btw.im realised my post which i saved.is lost.rooar.sighhh.im annoyed.it wasnt suppose to be published.bt yeahh.

and like i said while at subway lunch.im missing the guys in out class.like medicine.matt.bjorn.jh.and even zayar.sigh.i miss our lunches tgt.rooar.:(sorry lahh.im a sucker for good company okayy.but like seriously.i eat lunch with these ppl practically everyday in sch lahh.rooar.

and and and

i miss T102 alr.rooar.

and and and THANKS PRIS for the present!

i havent go to thank you properly babe!

thanks thanks!

the card and present were really pretty!!:)thanksXD

oh.btw.today i made two PERTY HASHBROWNS!(yes perty!haha!)THE SMILEYY ONESSS!HEEEE.out of the five kev bought!hahahah!wheee!hahah!wheee i love hashbrowns to the maxzxz yo!

anywayy.back to more funny stuff yozxzxzxz.okayy lahh.its messy.cos like i typed wrongly.sigh.nvm.long story.

oh oh.and this morning.it was funny!cos i wanted to change shift with jonathan.so i asked kor to call jonathan cos i was lazy despite the fact tt he was smsing me then.ahha.i had low batt okayy.grr.then jonathan smsed " i change with you?" hahahah!damn funny.sorry.okayy nvm.it sounded wrong.so i thought it was funny.cos the last thing he smsed me was abt erm.someone.i cant say who.cos.the person is kinda freaky.and might read it.so rooar.and like abt his bday thing.so i was like lost for a moment.rooar.

oh oh oh.

and this is classic

when i go:

ROOAR!(cringes face)

denise goes:

GRR! (cringes face back at me!)

when denise goes:

yawn.

i go:

poke.

HA.OKAYY NVM.fine.it was funny when we were doing it lah.rooar.

haahha!i still think the whole little red indian thing was damn funneahh!hahah!i think it was partly cos i was still high!bt seriously it was damn funny!esp the conversation on the bus with sherwin and kev.cos i wasnt really making sense.shit.i feel dumb sometimes.hahaha.oh wells.cant beat kenneth and jonathan!hahahhah!omg.HAHA.

and i remember it all

crystal clear

as if sparkling new

the things that happened.

the way i felt

the words i said to you

rooar.IM REALLY REALLY REALLY MISSING AMANDA.ENNA.BRANDON.MATT.BJORN.JH.ZAYAR.T102.FELLY.XIAOMEI.CHOWS.AYU.KAYI.ANN.AILEEN.JACQ.RAINA.THE NINE-OF-US CLIQUE.DRAMLETS.my CATS AND VBALL CLASS.

ROOAR.omg.i miss bonnie too!gosh its been so long since the time i started work.ahh.memories yo.saddd:(

and my hair is fading too:(

thats all for the published post yo.

now i can finally vent.

hee.

and its only for me to see.heehee.

see amanda!i didnt say the f word in my post today!other than in the convos.and i listened to you okayy!I cut down on my f's today at work:)

mental note:

make the calll soon

the question.

whats holding me back?do i really want to?

i dare you to move.

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