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fast forward 2.
Thursday, August 07, 2008 8:25 PM

fast forward.major fast forward.2.

okayy.imma make it fast.cos i really.dont wanna update tt much now.im in a fucked up mood now so yeahh.im having moodswings.and i feel like mud again.i got a new sin.its not a sin actually.its just another form of escape.ha.its running.yeahh.i really miss the times when the whole bunch of us would run in the morning in the track.our early morning gang.and it was awesome how we sorta "inspired" ppl from our class to run as well.liek it was just raina and me then aud.then the bunch of us.esp when it was before 2.4 and 10 rounds.im missing sc like fuck now as well.fuckk lahh.life's screwed.if i could turn back time.i wished i treasured my friends more.jsut thinking about it makes me bloody assing pissed with myself.

argh whatever.i want my sins.

i apologise world.

i really apologise.

monday.

sch.tried to study in the library.was with pris and adin.erm.supposed to meet brandon and faith and benedict.erm.studying didnt really work out.got to see enna!:)erm.yeahh spent most of the time walking up and down the library.here and then.sent enna to the bustop.back.disturbed brandon with my milk.nydc dinner and cold rock with brandon faith and towgay!(i'll post pics in the nxt post.have been cam-whoring alot.sigh)then it was home.i was zonked out.so i slept after like half an hr online.

tuesday.

met enna.we were trying to be hardcore.booked a room at 8am.ended up headbanging and being retarded and having social lives for 5 hours..:|i know.we suck.sigh.oh.had gym orientation with josh.and sigh.i fell asleep during the orientation.so anywayy.back to the library.keann was there.josh too.amanda bjorn and jh!erm i cant remb.oh.alot of walking up and down and around.didnt really study.cos i was erm skyping and msn-ing.sigh.dnt talk abt it yo..oh.erm.khai joined.then erm zef too.ermmmmm oh oh then it was home.in an attempt to study.then.oh we mass skyped!haha!four ppl yo!bjorn rang me then collin was on skype with jh!so me and jh skyped too!they place the laptops together!AWESOME-LY COOL to the maxzxzx!hahah!yepp!THIS IS WHY I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY CLASSMATES!XDthen it was more skyping around.well.yeahh sorry amanda i didnt listen.sigh.

wednesday.

happy birthday zayar!

studied with enna.joel was playing his stoopid card game.kinda tempting.then erm amanda bjorn and jh asked me to join them and i was feeling like a lampost so i moveddd.then medicine and zayar came.and i then i got super distracted.then i was being a bitch cos like i was stressed up.i accomplished something tt day.i didnt skype.till after the paper:)hee.

dnt.talk.about.it.i skept lunch!!!i cant believe this glutton me over here skept lunch!

lets just talk about after the paper alright.

so.

it was erm.

matt, brandon, bjorn, amanda and me to holland!XDthen ermmm burger king!its awesome cos BJORN AND MATT AND I ATE FISHHHH BURGERR ROOAR!okayy nvm.lame.but it was awesome coolXDhahaha.lol.then erm the guys did abit of jacket shopping.then cold rock.camwhored a whole lot.followed by erm.shopping a little again at body shop!im on a saving money scheme!haha!its to cover up for drinks and eating.so yeahh.then we decided to chill a litttlee at starbucks!(oh oh oh! we were on the same bus as fiona and dinesh!and we saw jh on his bus!kinda cool!then erm guess what!?i saw ally and yvonne and izzy at holland!kinda cool!makes me miss sc again..sigh)anywayy yeahh.thenn kev and all called to ask if we wanted to drink.so yeahh amanda brandon and i bused to town.and it was drinking at chipps.with amanda. denise.rach.gab.sheryl.kev.then it was kinda saddd cos liek the table was small so we cldnt do no nothing.so after or san miguels we went to get drinks at 7eleven and cards.went to the back of borders.thennn the rest left.leaving denise kev and me.and thennn i went home changed and left to meet them again then we cabbed to denise's!DENISE IS AN AWESOME HOST YO.we went ard downtowneast and then back to her home and then i was falling asleep really badly despite skyping.and watching this really funny show!i forgot the name bt yeahh so i went to sleeep first.thennn i got woken up brandon's call.erm i was late by 3hours:|sorry lahh brandon!thanks for never holding it against me.i owe you alrightty?:)then it was gymming with medicine bjorn and jh!i ran like 3.9km!and yes my timing was like really slow.like so much worse than last time!argh!that means more running for me.and im really so happy i found back my passion for running last thurs.and im so into running again.my newest drug.:)thennn i was really zonked so yeahh..then it was lunch!without jh:(thennn ermm library where we hung with josh melly and rach.i decided to nap.which was really awesome but i got pins and needles.was kinda grumpy.so yeahh.then i gymmed again with joshhy!and yeahh the gymwerkz ppl are kinda nice lahh.its intimidating though.those muscular men:|eeks.lol.didnt really get to run on the track cos of the damn siren warning.rooar.so yeahh anywayy.josh and i left to go great world for our yummy chicken thingy thing:)and we bumped into joshhy's friend!i dnt know how to spell his name!so i dont wanna make a boo boo of myself!yeahh so we went great world.chicken thingy thing thing.subway.veggie delight wrap.yumms.then home!and today i got to see erm SEAN CHI AND LUKE AND LENNE AND ALICIA and some other ppl.erm oh i saw matt from my cats and erm michelle from vball.then erm.who else?sigh.i cant remember.bt yeahh.happy.but kinda tired and emo-ing now.so yeahh whatever.sigh.

pictures in the next post..yeahh.dont judge okayy.cawhoring is funn with the right people.lol.

and oh.i seriously think i am wasting my life away.like how i told josh.sigh,i feel exercising makes me emo.idk.its like.today while running.i felt so angsty.like.i jsut wanted to run and run faster.and like.i jsut thinking about stuff and running.sigh.life sucks.

imma make the call soon.sigh.

im missing enna.brandon.amanda.xiaomei and felly.chows.ppl at work.sc ppl.

roooar.

LION TIGER DINO ROOAR.

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