not worth anything.
ive been thinking about it alot recently.
really.
fuckk it.
your not worth it.
at all.
really.fuckk it.
like amanda says.
if you think its referring to you
then maybe it is.
and we all knw the reason behind the if
you think its referring to you
then its you thing
jeez.
im so fed up with so many things
i can strangle like some pillar
and like i told amanda
i feel like poking needles into a cushion
but tts kinda wrong.
so amanda told me to punch it
and i told her there's no kick out of it
so she told me to kick it
*stares*
i think she is pissed with me now:(
cos i said her post made me emo
:(
sorry lahh!
boohoo.:(
okayy.
change of plans tmr.
was suppose to go out with felly!
who i havent seen in like ages!!!
rooars to you felly!
grr.
fine
so i shall isolate my fat ass to home.
oh look.
amanda replied.
she said she dc-ed
aww.
she isnt pissed with me.
and amanda alamanda
dont abandon me ahh.
your all i kinda got now
sighs.
i have such a sad life.
i feel like im back to square one.
well that was then
that was my life.
and now ive learnt my lesson
well nt really.
i mean i sorta kinda knw
all the things i did wrong.
i mean come one
ive dne so many wrng things within the last
one and a half years.
i doubt i will change tt fast
but
yeahh i mean
i really see myself still leading my life
aimlessly and all
and nt really changing
but yeahh
heh.ive really grown so much more
frm all those nonsense
gahh.
hate life.
not really.
hah
no i dnt hate life
i take tt back
okayy
i feel like gg back to my old life
hawhaw.