questionmarks.
Friday, August 29, 2008 1:21 AM
questionmarks.
today.
met denise at 230 at fareast
saw yixin
walked ard.
helping denise find a job.
shilin chicken:))
walked mre.
wisma.taka.
did retarded stuff tt i cant remb now
haha.
saw some random box on the road
and started kicking it.
hahaha.
erm.
coffee bean
haha
sat there and ppl watched
rated ppl with cards
hawhaw.
RANDOM FACT OF THE DAY:
do you knw dragonflies live for only a day?
hahaa.
saw a loser on the road
walking alone.
eating fries.
guess who it was.
haha.
SUFFIAN
okayy lahh HE NOT LOSER!
he very niceee
seriously
aww.i actually feel kinda bad
tt you didnt get your pants and missed your starwars
and walked back
and had to deal with me and denise
throwing stuff at you
and making so much noise
hurr.
we lied to him too.
ahhaha.
tt was funneah
he totally fell for it.
erm
walked to shaw there for suff's
choc sundae
he was so sweet
he wanted to treat us.
aww.
SUFF SO SWICE!(sweetandnice!)
hahah.
then erm
laughed alot.
walked alot too.
bus-ed to bugis
went to an atas place - carlton hotel
to piss.
hahaha
that was funneah
ahha
then haha i was beign a bitch and craving for
xiaolongbaos!
dragged them to eat it
thenn
otah!
haha!stoopid toot denise dnt like otah!
:(
make me so saddd
haahha!
then erm
tt toot didnt want her dumplings too!
so like
i ate it up for her.
IM A PIG.
GOSH.
okayy then
haji lane.
met anchovies.
rach came
sheesha.
stawberry.
kinda screwed up
we found fun again when we played erm
like the matching card game
and stress/speed
hehehehe
fun fun fun!
cabbed homee.
with rach.
dropped her at fareast
the taxi uncle was really nice.
i feel so sad for him
sighs.
really
we need to treasure life.
i guess maybe thats why im doing the things i want
when im young.
if nt
when i look back and regret
nthng can be done at all
so why not
take chances in life
go to extremes
in the enddd
we wnt regret we never did those things
recently.
its been kinda cool
seeing so much things.
the world really isnt that cruel or tt bad.
there are still nice people
and its really big
and there's really no knwing what its like
till you see it for yourself
till youve really been there.
i remember thinking it would be good and all
for him to go to the boys home
or smthng similar.
i mean there comes a point where
really in life
you've to stop
and maybe
it will really do you good
kinda thing
yeahh
its hard.
well.see.
from what i hear.
he is fine.
he is good friends with some of them
doesnt pick fights.
so we all knw
we all can tell
things btwn him and i
will never happen again
that was then
and
it just wont.
its kinda obvious
but how some ppl
will just live in dillusion
or
believe it will work out
truth is
when you step out of it.
you can see a much clearer picture of it all
instead of being like some aimless idiot.
sure.
it may hurt.
but.
thats life.
lesson learnt.
there's no knowing until youve been through it
so.why be so harsh on ourselves
hard i know.
its a natural thing.
so.
no faults there.
like they all say
you dont realise youve lost something beautiful
until youve really had it.
i guess
we are still young and stuffs
and its kinda good in a way we've
been through it
at least
it teaches us to treasure it more.
and well if such things happen
like
someone forgetting you aft nt seeing you aft a period
or the love fades.
maybe its jsut nt meant to be
maybe deep down
its nt love
or your really nt in love with the person.
so
why continue dillusioning yourself.
and if you knw its nt gna work out in the endd
whats the point.
its better to end it earlier
than to hurt more in the endd
life sucks in that way
bt then again we all die in the endd
so.
finee
sounds kinda sadistic
i just looking to the day i die
when i can just look back at my whole life in tt instant
and then really
just get away from it all
and nt be able to think abt all the sadness in life.
maybe i wanna be a dragonfly.
fly the world
die at the end of the dayy.
not too badd
sighs.
emo.
but.not really thinking abt him.
heh.
and to the other you.
fuckk.
i think its almost over..
blinded.
and omg.
stop checking up on me.
its kinda annoying.
only kinda.
not.
i really ive been kinda angsty at night.
rooars
DENISE.
im sorrryyy
i wasnt good entertainment
i feel kinda suckyy.:(
btwww.
xiaomei!
it was good hearing from you!
havent heard frm you in a gazillion years!
at least your papers are over
and your left with projects only
:)
LOVES.XIAOMEI
jiayouu!
the year is ending:))
Labels: fun.angst.