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running fast
Saturday, August 02, 2008 10:07 AM

running fast.i dont want to live in the past.

hello worldd!

sigh.

im still shagged.having a headache.

sigh.

okayy so MAJOR UPDATE TIME.

i cant remember alot of things.

WEDNESDAY.

basically lecture.locvid test.which i screwed up so badly.chionging my final project.staying up at kev's.

THURSDAY.

presentation day.dont talk abt it.lunch with amanda xuan.we fell asleep in canteen one.ourspace.brandon matt bjorn came over.brandon matt bjorn amanda and i wrnt over to beauty world.did my hair.these nice souls waited 2 hours for me to do my hair.kinda fell asleep while getting my hair done.bkt timah plaza.brandon got his eyebrows trimmed.walking around basically.chocz.back to school.sent brandon for dancesport.saw jojo and stenphel bt no DON!!!roooar.was gonna head home but i bumped into josh and melly!ended up running on the track with josh.barefoot.really zonked by then.bus-ed to great world.really tired tt i fell asleep talking to them.rather unglam.subway.ben and jerrys.home.online for a while.then it was BED TIME!finally i could sleep!

FRIDAY

MY BIRTHDAY!

so yeahh im gonna start by thanking the people who smsed me!

first person to sms me was:

BRYAN - just in time, at 11.59.thanks im really touched.

MATT

FELLY

KOR

MARCUS THE BESTIE

XINYI XIAOMEI

LESLIE

JOSEPH

YUNXUAN

ERNEST

WEIXING

PRIS

JUNJIE

ENNA

YIXIN

KENNETH

ZAYAR

JIN HONG

ADIN

and on friendster as well!

and TSUI KA YI! thanks so much babe for remembering!the email really touched me! i loveee youuu so so much!faster come back from aussie!

anywayy medsoc was pretty fun.sorta.kinda.anywayy after medsoc.met felly!thank babe for the doll!its really cute!:)thennn over to ourspace to see sean thennn brandon,matt,bjorn,jh,amanda,kev,denise,sheryl,collin and i bus-ed to marina!had our buffet lunch.bjorn and jh left.zayar came:)bought drinks.and we ended up at esplanade drinking talking playing truth or dare.bjorn came back.sean and khai came over.:)after that.i dropped by mos.really missed the place!i havent worked there for 2 weeks!:(bummer.saw jonathan (thanks for remembering as well!i cant believe i jsut told you when it was like once and you remembered!kinda cool!haha!)saw kor.kakak and dong dong!:))whee!

WHEEEE!im really happy!:)hahah!THANKS FOR THE PRETTY SUNFLOWER AND THE BK HAT AND THE BALLOON!THANKS FOR CELEBRATING WITH MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME!

and did i mention?

I LOVE MY DAD!

yes i really do!

he was really sweet!

whee!i love my dad!

I LOVE YOU DADDYY!:)

i hope things get better for us..love love love:)

im pretty sad actually.my mp3 died on me.its spoiled now.and now i got nothing to listen to in the morning ann on the way home:(whats more it has sentimental value.gosh.seriously.argh.i got it just a year back.for my birthday.argh.fuckk.and i heard some stuff from bestie.im just hoping to hear better news on wed.cos seriously.my life's kinda a mess with all these going on.if its really two years like bestie said.then.maybe.it will be two years of waiting.its really sad when i think abt it.the only one that could replace a million ppl that i want to see and hear from wasnt around.i didnt get to spend it with.

maybe im gonna go get myself a psp and my lomo camera to make myself better.

i want my digi cam too!

see!now there's a need for a psp!my mp3 spoiled!fuck lahh!the fucking memories are inside!fuck.

argh.fuck lahh.i kinda hate the bloody g _ _ _ _ _ ment!its screwed up!

i wish you were around

i wish i got to spend our anniversary

i wish i got to spend my birthday with you

my wish

was only just to see or hear from you

nothing more

was is that hard to get that wish

why wont GOD grant me that

i havent heard from you for more than two months

other than the msgs you pass to your friends

to pass to me

you know thats my only form of solace

to know your fine enough to pass me a msg

to know that you still love me

baby..i miss you alot

i want to hug you so badly

and never let go

i let go of my chance to see you that day

and i will never forgive myself

i hope you understand i had to be there for my group

i hope you dnt think that i have stopped loving you

baby.whenever i see another tas

i think of you

whenever i walk home along that road

i cant help but think of you

and the things you did for me

jo, i miss everything about you

your childishness

your smile

your eyes

your nose

your smell

your naughty ways

your strong-headness

joash do you know how much i miss you

do you know how painful it is

its like my world is torn apart

and really

i cant find a reason to live

whats there to live for when all that you were living for is gone?

i feel so dumb living for something i know in the end wont work out.

Labels: tears and regrets.love.friends.

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