empty.
Tuesday, September 02, 2008 1:45 PM
empty.
helllo.
woke up at one.
when denise smsed me.
sighs.
okayy so im sitting here.
stoning.
rooars to that.
hehehe.
woots.
imma meet them soon.
hehee
miss my tamagotchi gang friends!
heee.
RACHELL!
FASTER END WORK!
then we can meet!
hehehe!:)
anywayzxzxz major argument with dad last night.
ended uppppp
crying alot.
even till i slept.
and now ive got puffy eyes.
:(
ahh.
well i had the whole
life sucks thing while arguing with him
and i was like contemplating suicide.
what.
dont judge me.
its a natural thing luhh.
thenn today i woke up.
and i realise.
really.
there's more to life than that.
sure.
life isnt allll
fine and dandy.
im guessing
dad knws im nt doing well
academically.
he knws.
stuff his nt supposed to knw
and.
sighs.
i wish we had the good relationship we once used to have.
now things are like.
blah.
i talk to him everyday.
see him everyday.
but.
its like yeahh
we can only hold a good conversation
without being mad at each other
maybe for like 5mins a day.
max 10.
then when i give in
and give the whole
imma open up my life to you
and tell you things
he goes ultimate.
and startss annoying me more.
argh.
and now.
argh.
i just want to get away from him.
seriously.
life sucks big huge time at home:(
Labels: stoning.sad.hate.