tired of it all.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 9:00 PM
tired of it all.
I AM SO TIRED OF IT ALL.
so frustrated.
i feel so goddamn fat again
cos for a fact.
i am fat.
and i keep stuffing myself with food.
AGAIN.
argh.
and this is all due to my emotional stress
or whatever you call it.
AHHH.
i thought things would be better.
bt it seems not.
i cant take it.
i dnt knw what i want.
i dnt even knw why i do some of the things i do.
and.
i feel so goddamn stupid.
be it on studies or based on the things like friendships.
i feel so lost.
i feel so lousy.
i just want to crawl into a hole and hide for the time being.
im too lazy to care.
too tired.
too annoyed to bother.
sick of it all.
its draining me out.
and im just in no mood at all.
great.
now i feel like stuffing myself with cake.sushi and ben and jerrys:(
i dnt feel like going to school
at least not for the next few days.
i just wanna mia.
and sleep it off.
I OFFICALLY HATE SCHOOL.
i feel like just quitting school and working.
its giving me such a goddamn headache.
i fucking suck at what im doing.
like
bigtime.
AHHHHHHHH.
!!!
!@&^@^%@^@(#@@%#@#!@ $^
I HATE HOW THE WAY EVERYTHING IS RIGHT NOW.
its so fuck-aty fuck.
I HATE MYSELF.
Labels: ahh.frustrated.