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when i thought
Saturday, November 01, 2008 11:54 PM

when i thought.

this was going to be a happy post

but it changed.

im sick of it okayy

i cant be bothered.

its amazing hw i think tt it could really actually be possible.

im just keeping quiet abt everything now

cos i really am sick of it

i cant be bothered.

go figure yourself.

bt you wld neh get it

so why bother.

1. no means yes - and even then it just shows you dnt really care. cos if you did you wld insist

(like the rest)

2. when its all about you. and you seems more impt than me.

3. when ive told you time and again what i hate and what i wld get angry abt and told you tt a number of times today.you did it again. and yet if you do mean what you say you wldnt do any of those in the first place (like the rest)

4. when you dnt knw hw to be one. like the rest.

5. when you say things bt neh do them ever. empty talk. empty promises. you must as well nt say anything at all.

6. when i take a step further and think ahead cos ive been through it more and knw what its like and dnt want the same things to happen again - and in the process i get hurt

7. when i do what you ask me to and you find it a hassle to do the same and yet if you knew you were going to be delayed you cld have at least smsed - it jsut shows you do not care.

8. when i slept less than you and am tired and yet stayed up waiting for you - seeing as tt you dnt see a pt in msging cos you wld be online and yet took so long.

9. when you dont seem to realise tt i care more than that

10. when i compromised my work time and again cos of you - cos i care too much and jsut want to. cos maybe i mean what i say and you just obviously dont.

11. when i stayed up waiting for you to come back and you cld actually be the one to go off to bed first. - even when im still angry.

12. when you could make up an excuse tt you thought i was gna jsut wait for your msg when you goddamn fucking didnt.

everytime its a sorry.

cant you seem to do anything more.

fuck it FUCK.

it is indeed amazing how you can totally "mean what you say"

you knw what

fuck the living guts out of it.

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