been a while.
Saturday, December 06, 2008 2:51 AM
been a while.
its dec six.
heh.
yeahh
emo-nemo nights again.
its dec.
hence im sry if you knw
im in my emo-nemo state
many of you will knw why
so pardon me okayy?
promise i;ll try to get over it
sigh:(
anywayy
pretty sad
to hear tt BOOF will be gne for so long!
13th dec to 4th jan!
THATS BLOODY LONG MIND YOU:(
BOOO.:(
im gna miss MA BOOF!
tsk!
the tears the past few weeks
probably have been more than those in any other months.
sigh
i need to stop thinking abt the past
thinking abt him
its either i call or i dont
and if i dont
then i need to begin to move on
i should have long ago
when those words faded away
like i told myself i wld.
i miss the times marcus and i had
i miss the times joash and i had
the times we all hung
im sorry joash
if you ever did read this
i wish i was there on that day for you
and till now
i cant forgive myself for that
im sorry
i wanted to be there for you
believe me
you can ask enna
but.
i guess the other part of me
just cldnt leave the rest of them..
im sorry
i wish you cld see hw pain it is for me now
hw pain the last few mths have been..
i feel like a fool
the biggest fool alive
who knws she is being a fool
but yet continues
another one of those late nights
tt just keeps me thinking..
of all the possibilities..
Labels: sad.emo.