so come on and fly with me as we make our great escape

put that past away.
Saturday, December 06, 2008 3:03 AM

put that past away.

it'll soon be 365 days.

all till now the memories

are still etched in my mind.

idk why

bt i jsut feel liek recalling them

guess they were just so sweet and memorable.

you made a huge impact in my life

that i dnt think anyone else could

night runs

the two sins

the tears

the break that i took

everything.

cos of you.

wish you could see

just see

how much i miss you

how much i wish to see you

counting down with booze

staying up chatting

breakfast at holland

seeing you on new years day after work

and almost everyday after that

the bouquet

the tears you cried when you asked me

when i said no

the days followed by nights

followed by days

we spent

times at the apt

time we quarreled

times we fought

times we were both stubborn

sending you to sch

mac breakfasts

the usuals

folded hearts for valentines

huge tas when you had the cash

looking aft me when i was sick

tears after tears

paper throwing

precious phonecalls

worried days

the last phone call.

gone.

paranoia sunk in.

and i hate myself so so so GODAMN FUCKING MUCH

for everything

EVERYTHING.

i hate myself

i despise myself

i feel like its entirely my fault.

hate that i love you so.

its 3.14am

and im up

its empty.

it has been

for so long.

its been so long

why is it tt i still cant

enna!amanda!

i need youuuuu

i knw its always the same problem

the same old issue

we've gne through it so many times

but.

it haunts me

you knw.

everytime

im just left with tears

lumps in my throat

a stabbed heart.

torn apart.

dont mind this post.its really just another one of those emonemo moments.

Labels: emo.missing.

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