so come on and fly with me as we make our great escape

scissors paper stone.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 11:07 PM

scissors paper stone.

yao.

back from having our xmas celebration with

derns, kevv and gabs

too bad tt ryl and BOOF werent there:(

BOO..

WE MISS YOU!

and sonia too!

TSK.

anyhoo.

we had another one of those

chilling chat sessions

and its kinda cool and amazing

how we all sorta are thinking abt the same things

the future and stuffs.

haha

our retarded plans for the future,

like getting married

and

having kids

staying in the same area and all

talking abt the past.

these few days

really have been about reminicising

well for me at least,

the year's coming to and end

and exactly one year ago

on 31st Dec

something magical happened for me..

smthing tt will always stay in my heart

these days,

ive been typing out alot of my feelings

like on those busrides

or even in at home

i always find myself typing on my blog

or on text edit or whatever

just been thinking so much

the wrong choices or directions we make in life

idk abt ppl out there

but, i knw i dnt really regret the things

i once did

it really really made me grow

i wldnt i say ive changed

my habits

or the bad parts abt me..

but,

yeahh..

maybe the only few things i regret are

1. rushing into things

2. not treasuring what i had

3. hurting ppl around me

4. being mean and bitchy

5. not being able to prioritise at the right moments.

there is one thing for sure

till now,

i will always regret.

well for now at least.

that is

not turning up that day

i really hate myself for that

i cant forgive myself

at all

you needed me the most then

and i wasnt there

okayy enought of all the emo talkk

XMAS IS COMING!

and someone is returning:D

anywayy

in the name of THANKSGIVING which uh

idk is when

hahah

I THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS

FOR BEING SO SPECIAL AND AWESOME IN YOUR OWN WAY

despite the retarded annoyance we have of each other

I STILL HEART YOU MUCH MUCHXD

yayy!

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

Labels: christmas, remincising

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