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rant
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 1:17 PM

rant.

hello world

i need to rant

WHERE IS ENNA!

she isnt onlineee:(

blah.

so anwyayy

i managed to stay sane from the time of 8 till abt uh 1245

thanks to go old trusty RED BULL!

today is such a sucky day!

FIRST:

i slept 2 hours

yes fuck.

school is robbing me of everything.

SECOND:

my speech was kinda screweddd

THIRD:

im sneezing again and i have no jacket

FOURTH:

I AM FAT HENCE I LOOK FAT AND FEEL FAT

AND IM HAVING A MJOR BREAKOUT

FIFTH:

i have been bitten by mosquitos

since last night!

its terribly itchyyyy

ahh

and it seems to be all over:(

SIXTH:

i have been running ard sch searching for ms shirlyn!

AHHH

not her fault.

cos i fucking lost my foolscap

cheebye (that would be the SEVENTH reason)

EIGHTH:

i have to do my fucking writcomm outline

bt im effing tired:|

tell me hw world

NINTH:

this means another sleepless night

TENTH:

im still itching and feeeling fucking judged because my fats

are so fucking goddamn cheebye visible

ELEVENTH:

GREAT!

now i feel tt i fucking stink

from all that fucking sweating

from running ard sch:|

TWELTH:

just nw i had to be at the same place

with two people (nt ryl and rach!)

tt were not on good terms

LASTLY:

HI WORLD

BYE WORLD/

I HATE MY LIFE OFFICIALLY.

and tt previous post

dnt talk abt it

at first i knew who i meant for it to be to

when i jotted it down,

but now

cos im pissed

and nt feeling in a good mood

im thinking

about the past

once again.

dont you wish you could

smetimes

just disappear

like that speck of dust

and come back only

when you feel like it.

at crossroads once again

and i wonder

what is it

that i really want

what is it

that im searching for

i think ive lost myself

amidst all this chaos

and i wish i could

get out of all this

dandelions

swaying in the wind

pick me up

and take me with you

to somewhere

peaceful

where i could

float free aimlessly

and take me wherever

im supposed to be

and take me

so i dont have to

pass through everything else

and take me

straight to where im supposed

to end up being.

death

never seemed a better option

than now.

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