choices.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009 8:43 PM
choices.
hi world
im feeling so lost
and confused
and so zxzxz
i cant concentrate
i dnt feel like doing anything
i just keep stoning.
and i jsut wna sleep.
i dont like being in situations like this
i hate it.
everytime
i find myself
in such a situation
but this time
it feels so much more
complicated
ahhhh
idk
idk what i want
what to choose
other stuffs tts going on
arent helping
when youve wished so hard
for smthng
and it finally comes true..
what do you do
when...
ahhhh.
!!!
ahh
how how how
how how how
what what what
fuck.
I HATE BEING IN FUCKING
MESSES LIKE THIS.
its nt fair
to anyone
at all
but
in the end.
i still have to decide.
and
i knw
somehow or other
whatever i choose
is gna change how things are
eventually.
many trips down memory lane.
and till nw
i still reminisce
but.
fuck.
i hate this.
fuck this shit
fuck this mess.
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