broken lullabies.
Sunday, March 15, 2009 11:11 PM
broken lullabies.
today was fifth month.
happy fifth month to you baby.
things didnt go that well today
we fought twice.
was really hoping
we wldnt get into a fight.
but i guess i cldnt control my anger.
i dont knw where this is going.
the tears
that once used
to belong to you and i
now seem to just belong to me.
the love we once had
seem to now
only come
from me..
idk what to do
idk what to expect
idk where this is going
it seems like the endless fights
are going nowhere
you never seem to take them seriously
and change
they say
" dont love someone
who doesnt care about you"
maybe its time..
for it to end
and close that chapter.
no doubt
at some points
i was happy today
but i wished
you were happy with me
in the same way
it just seems like
its all different now
and
i just dont knw what to do
and i feel myself
breaking down
more and more
each day.
and now
most of the time
i feel the words or things
you say or do
arent real or true
and are only done
because
you have to
or your suppose to
not because you want to.
p.s will blog about fifth month soon
needa upload the photosLabels: sad.annoyed.frustrated.confused.