once again
Thursday, April 23, 2009 12:57 AM
once again.
why does it happen everytime
every time
the same sequence flows.
we were so fine.
things had to happen
the control
and i knw pretty soon
its all gna end.
the other sequence also follows
yes or no
make a choice
except now
i havent made a choice in close to two weeks.
i feel bad.
but i dnt knw what to say
yet i dnt want to let go of it.
and last bt nt least,
the same sequence as last year.
syob.syob.syob.
confusing.tempting.
bt no.
paranoia sinks in
over and over again
i cant help it
and whatever else in the background
isnt helping either.
lost.
confused.
endless thoughts.
all ends up with..
YOU.
and now,
when i hear this song
everything just gushes back in
when things seem fine
for a split second
it ends.
it always seems better to be alone.
bt when you see those clasped hands
exchanged glances
that hold more depth than what they seem
you cant help but envy.
they say wait.
you say it too.
i feel so too.
but experience
proves it wrong.
most of the time anywayy.
it seems right
it seems it will solve everything.
but i knw
it wont in the end
idk.idk.idk
my head hurts.
everything's spinning
and
i cant take it anymore
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.Labels: irritated.annoyed.confused.