none of it is easy
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 10:32 PM
none of it is easy
One of these days you’ll be under the covers you’ll be under the table and you’ll realize all of your days are numbered; all of them one to one hundred. All of them millions. All of them trillions. So what are you gonna do with them all? You can not trade them in for mall. no no
Take every moment; you know that you own them. It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.
Give me a reason to fight the feeling that there’s nothing here for me. Cause none of its easy, I know it wasn’t meant to be. I know it’s all up to me So what am I gonna do with my time? oh
Ill take every moment, I know that I own them. It’s all up to you to do whatever you choose.
Live like you’re dying and never stop trying. It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.
All of the moments you didn’t notice; gone in the blink of an eye. All of the feelings you couldn’t feel no matter how you try. oh oh
im sorry i cant live for today im sorry ive got so many insecurities im sorry im confused im sorry that this is going to take a while..
just not now... i know now isnt right.. it isnt right...
we take things for granted we look pass the tiniest actions when youve lost it all.. you come to realise how.. much of it was ignored how.. much of it was overriden how.. much all of that meant..
this is all so draining and i can feel myself going insane..